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Thursday, March 29, 2007

not gonna update much bout this week since i cant rmb much about what exactly happen either.

pics taken on tues.
class phototaking day and Soul Garden Gathering.





































































































anyway, we got qns by mrsKoh for not going for the cca phototaking ytd.
training was quite slack as compared to usual since we're graduating soon, so we are training the sec1(s) instead.

nice and interesting juniors as compared to last two batches, which is good. i can see that they are seriously keen to learn.
home straight aft since zheng zheng decided to meet me some other day.
we're both very crazy. our scandalous affair.

the weekend is near, very near.
cant wait for another great weekend with the love.

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:40 PM.


Monday, March 26, 2007

today is the most random day ever.

for starters, honey and i were having the most random conversation ever about food, desserts and Soul Garden's prawns before we met up for sch.
my bag weighed like a tonn and the weather wasnt helping much.
the sky was so dark and it rained the moment we reached khatib.
so much for the start of the week, it gave me monday blues.

sch was @$&#@#& and it felt like sch was nvr gonna end.
we had extra lessons for chem than maths continuously right after,
without having any breaks inbetween at all.
we only ended at almost 3, with a huge sigh of relieve.

that was the start of another random crazyness from us, seven sisters.
i was doing the ultimate most ugliest stuffs ever,
walking and talking like some nerdy ass with thick glasses on.
weili was going crazy in her very own sampat(aunty) way and
steph was going ard biting our arm to feel the different feeling it gave.
the rest couldnt hold on any longer and burst out laughing.
that's the greatest thing about having a crazy bunch of friends.

accompanied theon to Popular after sch and he was saying the most random things ever the moment he saw something, linking nothing to something to laugh about.
he got me bursting out laughing throughout the whole time,
another ever-so-crazy bro of mine.
i had cravings for sweet stuff, so we headed to Cold Storage to get them but upon seeing how long the queue was.
it made no sense to queue for just two boxes of chocs, so i decided to give it a miss even though i'm still very much craving for it.
he's suchah sweet pie to walk me back home even though we're staying at opposite ends of Yishun.
he came in and slacked for abit before heading home for tuition.

another great day ahead tmr it shall be.
a few of us are meeting up for a sumptuous buffet lunch at Soul Garden.

I THANK GOD FOR THE MANY GREAT FRIENDS I HAVE!
through all those up(s) and down(s), they nvr fail to make my day.

mySWEETaddiction <3
6:20 PM.


Sunday, March 25, 2007

i wasnt exactly in the bestest mood when the love came, he was laughing at me when i told him that i was having a wardrobe malfunction.
i seriously had nothing to wear, and he wasnt helping at all.
i got rather pissed off and i threatened not to head out at one point,
scaring him obviously.
he, in turn threatened to catch the movie with some other girl instead.

oh well. when i finally found something to wear,
we headed over to our weekly hangout place, Marina Square.
roamed aimlessly after collecting our 7pm, Stomp The Yard tickets.
i've got to say this, Chris Brown looked so cute in the movie,
so was Ne-Yo, he looked super duper attractive. *drools
if you're someone whose into dance like stepping,
this is the kind of show you must not miss.
4.5/5 cupcakes it is.

we kindah argued inbetween the show,
but all was good after awhile's time.
dinner-ed at Imperial Kitchen which made us lost our appetite the moment the food was served.
my all time favourite xiao long bao tasted like crap, other dishes as well.
since we had nowhere else to head to,
he brought me to view aeroplanes as requested by me.
*i'm a pampered girl.
but before that, he drove past Geylang and brought me to look at prostitutes, than off to Changi Village area in search for gays too.

a sudden msg that came from the bestiie totally made both him and i laughed our ass off.
it was shocking and totally unexpected but it didnt fail to make the end of my day even better than it alreeady was.
what was the msg about?
sorry. it's private and confidential, our very own private joke.

got back home at 11plus and he stayed till 1 before going to fetch his sis.
so i'm doing a quick update while waiting for him to get home safely.
how nice it would be if every weekend ends as smoothly as today.


i'm just glad that my hectic week did turned out well in the end.
thks to none other, baby and bestiie.

mySWEETaddiction <3
1:15 AM.


Saturday, March 24, 2007

OMG.
i'm trying so !#&%!%&# hard to lose those excess fats that i seriously dont need, but my mum on the other hand is trying to feed me more food.
unhealthy food to be precise!

anyway, life hasnt been considering good lately other than getting back in contact with a few long lost peeps that i truely miss after so long.
time is definitely the factor that drew us apart.
anyway, i'm just glad that we're back in contact now.

so it was an extra half an hour more of tuition today, maths.
going crazy? not exactly, more like going insane.
it's the guilt i'm feeling, i've not even started revision for Os yet.
god dammit!
i seriously need to get some work started before i totally run out of time when the june holis come.

the love's coming to fetch me later in the late afternoon.
more updates when i'm back home.

mySWEETaddiction <3
1:30 PM.


Thursday, March 22, 2007

HAPPY 18MTHS MY LOVE.
oh well. meet-the-parents-session wasnt as bad as i thought.
daddy's reaction after he saw my results were totally unexpected and relieving, but the results on the other hand is one major disaster.

it's super embarrassing but i'm gonna blog out anyway.
this Common Test 1's results is definitely a screw up.

Eng: 48.5
Chi: 37
Maths: 44.5
Sci: 48
Combined Humans: 58.5
P.O.A: 53

this love is eternity
this love is just you and me
this love goes wherever you go cause i'll follow too

mySWEETaddiction <3
4:30 PM.


Wednesday, March 21, 2007

i nvr felt like i hated YOU so much until today.

love and hate collides.

mySWEETaddiction <3
6:00 PM.


Tuesday, March 20, 2007

this week is probably one of the craziest week,
and it's not even anywhere near to over yet!

family issues being one of the major thing,
my relationship that seems to be taking it's mthly turn-over,
disastrous studies taking my life away...

[arent we supposed to at least enjoy our life before we collasped even without knowing it ourselves?]

good news and bad news.
i would definitely love to just look at the good news alone,
but everything can be looked at a different angle,
which means i've got no choice but to accept both good and bad.

good news shall stay as a secret for now. selected few only.

as much as i hate the sch for delaying the release of our report cards,
i cant deny it somehow gave me a chance to enjoy my holis even though i fell ill.
at least, there's no reason to be grounded unlike last year.
getting grounded for one whole mth is no joke!
anyway, i've managed to keep mum for my Common Test 1 results since it wasnt anywhere near to acceptable at all.
oh well. just like an old chinese saying, zi shi bao bu zhu huo,
which means that something cant be kept a secret for long.
my time is just up. meet-the-parents-session on thurs, godblessme.
i aint exactly sure how everything will turn out but i'm hoping for the worse, i always do.

it's seems like it's becoming more like a routine for me,
staring blankly at the board during POA, copying i-have-no-idea-what stuffs.
yet, it doesnt seem to bother me somehow, until today.
i started having this unknown stress,
the sudden gush of pressure inside my head.
it got me feeling very disturbed,
i'm not even exactly sure whether i'm even ready for Os this year.
=(

something made my day slightly better, something very unexpected.
mdmLu praised me during MT lesson, and i was surprised to see that i somehow managed to improve my chinese grades.
it's shocking, from the bo chap and always slping attitude to someone who'll ask for the chinese meaning and even taking down notes.
i knew i wanted to improve my chinese grades, but i've nvr felt so desperate to get something right until i realised that i'm a goner for POA.
i've always looked down on chinese, but it seems like the only subject that is able to save my grades from going way too high to get into poly.

i bet you guys have no idea how badly i want to score good grades.
i've always envy those lucky/handworking kids who'll have no worries when it comes to tests and exams.
since young, tests and exams have always been the devil to me,
something that will turn out so wrg no matter how hard i try.
it just wouldnt seem right and unknowingly i've slowly let it slipped away.

it's so hard to concentrate, so hard to focus.
at the end of the day, those grades will just be compared to some smart kids.

-
BANISHED RIGHT DOWN.
why do you always have to disappoint me?
am i just nvr good enoough?

mySWEETaddiction <3
3:55 PM.


Monday, March 19, 2007

i'm stressed, i'm @&$@%$&# STRESSED!

i called to hear that voice of comfort, hoping.
but it always disappoints me at the end.
what's the big deal? isnt it always the case.
having this fucking high hope and getting banished right down.

i thought it would be slightly easier since,
i mentioned what the fucking prob was.

LEAVE ME ALONEEEEE!
why isit so hard to understand?
why?!

mySWEETaddiction <3
5:58 AM.


Saturday, March 17, 2007

I'M STILL SICK!
more like on the verge of losing my voice soon.

the girls are also wondering how i could fall sick again so soon,
when i just recovered on CNY.
deprieving myself from all those once-a-year goodies =(
daddy has been laughing at me, saying
"you're a netballer. how can you always fall sick and feel cold so easily?"

anyway, i'm been feeling terrible these couple of days.
coughing so badly in the middle of the night without being able to slp soundly and the worst thing is,
the holis are ending in just 1day.

baby is sweet, so sweet to come my place to have his nap while i was coughing my guts out and feeling feverish.
no doubt that i was pampered after he had sufficient rest that is.

plans for today is shifted to nxt week due to the sickly me.
will be heading over to baby's place to slack cum slp.
i'll have 100% attention from him, why not? =))

mySWEETaddiction <3
12:50 PM.


Thursday, March 15, 2007

had a long conversation with ben bro last night via msn,
it's been quite sometime and we had so much catching ups to do.
as well as luana, that party animal!
we managed to have a short conversation before she went to party.
dont forget girl. our date during the june holis.

anyway, something got me pretty irritated.
not only that, i found that the person was down right rude.
i dislike chatting with ppl who replies in suchah manner.
where are your manners?

enough of that...
i'm still sick, and that spells that i probably wont be enjoying much of my weekends before sch reopens.
loads of homewk still not completed yet, i might be dead.

oh well. nothing much cheers me up than the fact that i'm seeing baby tmr!

mySWEETaddiction <3
7:00 PM.


Wednesday, March 14, 2007

i bet i had too much fun ytd that i've fallen ill now,
couldnt slp through the whole night cause my throat was irritating me.

anyway, mrSUN made a fool out of us ytd.
we met up so early just to catch a good spot and have a great tan but there wasnt any sunlight till we were ready to leave for our movie, but that didnt deprived us from the fun.

it's probably fate that we saw shawn and his friends and we joined them since all of us didnt manage to get the slightest bit of sunlight.
we were crazy playing vollyball and captain's ball and boy,
we had so much that it didnt bothered us much that mrSUN wasnt out.

some random pics.






since Norbit's tickets were sold out, we caught Rocky Balboa instead.
it's a very good show, true meanings caught in it too.

"the older i get, the more things i've got to leave behind"- by Rocky Balboa
"if this is something you wanna do, if this is something you got to do, than do it. fighters fight!"-by Marie

met baby at cityhall to accompany him to his router over at SimLim but it was raining so heavily that we couldnt walk over.
decided to have dinner at Pastamania first while waiting for the rain to stop.
we were walking ard after that and i spotted a very cute but huge baby elephant, and he wanted to get it for me.
looking at the price and finding the price too steep, i got the smaller version instead.
afterwhich, we headed over to SimLim to get his router when the rain had stopped.


the whole bus journey back was fabulous.
i was exactly like a little girl, hugging on to Dumbo and lying on his shoulder.
my day ended great!
nothing could have been better,
than seeing him after a long and tiring day of fun.

mySWEETaddiction <3
2:50 PM.


Monday, March 12, 2007

i'm so proud of myself, i did 3hrs of clearing part of my homewk today.
i even tried doing my chinese test paper,
until i reached the compre part which i have totally idea.
anyway, lil bitsy bit of homewk cleared but there's lots more to go.

tmr, my rest day cum spending time with the bestiie and the love.
oh well. to be in fact, we'll both be meeting our love aft that.

i cant wait!
since it's been ages since we last visited,
and the tram already in progress, we both may be mountain turtles there.
BESTIIE, REST EARLY!
it's gonna be a long, tiring and crazy day for us both.

mySWEETaddiction <3
1:11 AM.


Sunday, March 11, 2007

despite slping late last night,
i woke up pretty early this morning at 8plus.
anyway, i realised recently that the later i slp, the earlier i'm waking up.

day, time and venue settled with the bestiie.
SENTOSA, HERE WE COME...
it's high time i get my tann colour back,
since the last time we went for tanning was like mths before Ns.
afterwhich, we'll be catching a movie over at town if ben's joining us and maybe i'll be meeting up with the bf.
i'm so excited right now!
it's been ages since the bestiie and i both spent quality time out together.

oh man, will tues hurry come?
i cant wait.
-

it's a surprised that mummy decided to cook dinner today,
rather than the usuals of packing food back from outside.
i'm lost for words, i'm just glad to have eaten home cooked food since the last time she cooked was like ages ago.
i ate till my max, so full and bloated right now but i enjoyed myself.

random conversations with mum and dad,
and i tried bringing up the clubbing thing to see their reaction.
surprisingly, no big hoohaa or what-so-ever...
but i gave my word to daddy though,
i will only start clubbing when i'm officially done with Os.
frankly speaking, i'm not into clubbing either,
but will check it out and have a taste of it.
at the end of the day, i guess i would still prefer pubbing instead.

If i kissed you
Would you lose track of time
Would you feel a surge of happiness
Running up your spine
Would you run naked in the street with a tattoo of my name on your behind..

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:00 PM.


Saturday, March 10, 2007

yesterday
having PE with the 4Es ytd was just great,
we didnt even have to run 2.4km to burn off the carbs..
we had a very competitive game of captain's ball for an hour plus.

i had little time to think bout what was supposedly bothering me.
last day before the holis starts definitely meant lots of homewk got flashed to us, which is pretty nerve wreaking since it's only 1week for goodness sake.

anyway, we talked things out.
i intended to keep my mouth shut but the moment i saw him,
i totally felt like breaking down.
though it's very unlikely for me to beat ard the bush, but i prompted till,
i guess it was pretty obvious what i wanted him to confess.
as strange as it seemed, things were talked through in a very calm way and eventually was solved in a very unexpected way too.
whatever it is, i'm just great that things are pretty much back to the way it is.

as a gf, it's definitely impossible for me to not control him.
but from what i've experienced with him through this period of time,
i'm learning to let him have his freedom bit by bit..
i'm trying very hard to overcome what has been a barrier inside me,
it has more or less affected our relationship,
but i'm not gonna let it anymore.

i love ya baby!

today
i was woken up a couple of times this morning but am not pissed by it.
what are friends for, if you're always away?

felicia darling: things may not be going the way you expected things shld, but dont give yourself too much pressure to make things perfect. certain things are better to take a step at a time. dont worry bout bothering me with your smses and calls. no matter what, i'm always here to listen =)

was supposed to meet him at 2 but he's too tired to wake up,
so our plans for today are pushed back an hour later.
though i feel pretty irritated by it, i'm closing one eye.

will be heading to town to get a customised cap for my newphew,
and maybe satisfy my TCC's strawberry shortcake craving i'm having for the past 2weeks.

will update more when i get home.
-

finally able to update since i'm waiting for baby to reach home.
today is probably a crazy day since we can be good for a moment and pissed at each other the nxt, and it gets pretty funny how we can laugh at each other and suddenly start ignoring one another.

anyway, i've finally gotten my nephew's cap done.
some crazy pics taken with him when we were cam whoring in my room.


mySWEETaddiction <3
11:18 PM.


Friday, March 09, 2007

as difficult as it is to keep the smile on even though i'm feeling the opposite way,
it's for the better that i continue hiding my emotions this way.

i may seem like i'm running away from reality,
but isit this the best way to keep what's supoosed to be perfect, perfect?

oh well, it's the last day of sch before the march holis.
i shall keep myself occupied the whole time in sch today,
run as fast for my 2.4km like i've nvr did,
just so all these wont keep resurfacing at the back of my head.

it hurts, it really does.
but i dont want it to affect...

TIME FOR SCH!

mySWEETaddiction <3
7:00 AM.


Thursday, March 08, 2007


I HATE YOU!
YOU'RE SUCHAH LIAR!

you dont deserve my trust at all...
i feel so cheated.

i may have brought this upon myself but i dont think i deserve to be cheated in suchah way.
i will close up, and pretend like nothing ever happened.

my tears will be covered up with a smile.

mySWEETaddiction <3
5:00 PM.

no right to know, no right to ask,
no right to feel, no right to hurt,
no right to care, no right for everything...

i'll keep my emotions closed.
so no one will understand me, it's better this way.
i'm sorry but everything that i do seems so wrg.
i guess it's just the period of time whereby everything seems to be going against me.

why do all good things come to an end?

mySWEETaddiction <3
3:50 PM.


Wednesday, March 07, 2007

random post.

i guess it's already a known fact that ppl enter and leave your life.
ut have anyone thought much bout the ones who used to be close yet right now, you may not be the one who the person will turn to anymore?

i feel so...
as in, there are different periods of time when i'm close to a certain someone but after a few mths time, somehow things just dont seem to be the case.

anyway, i just wanna do a shout out to ppl whom i've not been very much in contact for quite sometime.
you guys are not forgotten!

these are the few who made my days lasted like forever,
he ones, who were always ever-so-willing to listen to my probs.


Immelia: thks for those advises that you gave, it made me grow through the rough patch of my relationship. just like what you always tell me, no one else will know exactly much it hurts other than you. days spent with you were always great from the start till the end!


Wilson: bro! i guess, you kindah watch me grow since i knew you all the way back since sec1 when i was still that chabby girl. nvr will i ever feel bored with your comapny, and i'm always looking forward to the nxt meeting up. see you soon for our coffee session!


Terence: i guess our closeness was very random, just like how random our topics are when we chat. you made me rmbed the great times spent, and i definitely miss those times chatting online with you.


Joann: though we may not be as close as we were in lower sec, i do miss those wonderful times hanging ard with you, tina and joyce after trainings. those times when we'll head over to J8 just so we could have MOS burger and just slack ard. you made me realise so much things that i may not get to understand, i've always thought that life seemed like an easy road and it'll always be filled with miracles, not.
without you, there wont be a wonderful relationship for me to hold on to, thks for making me face my inner self, and pursuing what i really wanted. there's alot that words just cant describe but i just want to let you know that i'm still here like before. i may not be the first you'll turn to, but i dont mind being the last... i love ya babe!


Jackie: bud bud! i'm so glad to have found suchah a friend like you, someone who'll cheer me up and make me forget my probs when you're ard, just like the rest of them. sorry to always be crying to you when i'm feeling lost, but i do miss our sentosa trip. better make more time for me!


Pinkie & Ducky: though i've just known you guys recently, but no doubt that you both did turn my life into a better one. hanging out with you guys is just fun, exciting and filled with non-stop laughter. thks for being there =)


Yanhan: thks for those times when you'll listen to my sobs and make me look at a positive side of the situation, without you too, i wouldnt have lasted this long in my relationship. i guess i've probably irritate the shit out of you during times when i'm apart from him but you're still here for me. i love ya bro! and i know you know that.


Bekah & Sheena: crazy mugging sessions, slacking at my place and nothing nothing but feeding the mosquitos at the reservior just to cam whore. i miss both you, my crazy friends!


Luana: times working with you was great. though we're busy working towards to the future we want, the fact that i know you through our job, i feel that i'm lucky. i miss our 7-eleven breakfast sandwich and Orange Julies nachos which we'll munch non-stop when the counter was darn empty, and to keep ourselves entertained, we even started playing Bingo till we were dead bored. i miss ya lady!


emotional.

mySWEETaddiction <3
1:42 AM.


Tuesday, March 06, 2007

last min arrangement to meet up with felicia after sch.
cabbed home to change up cause mrFoo dismissed us late as usual.

anyway, accompanyed felicia to RP to check out the course she's been posted to.
like what ppl have been telling me, that sch isnt actually very good.
they told us to check out their website no matter what we've asked,
regardless enquires about the CCA(s) available or their courses etc...
a very bad impression left on felicia and she kindah hesitated entering RP, so we went over to SP at a very last min to check out the other courses she could appeal.

she wasnt very lucky but it wasnt a wasted trip for us either.
making the whole trip worthwhile,
we decided to slack over at SP's Mac while snacking.
it was econs since we last met,
so we did quite abit of catching ups and stuffs.

we left quite early cause she's having her dance lesson and i needed to reach home early to avoid the folks from nagging at me since there's sch tmr.

it was great day i had with her today...
contented and asking for nothing more than just quality time spent with friends.

i love this down-to-earth babe.

mySWEETaddiction <3
4:34 AM.


Monday, March 05, 2007

somehow i felt exceptionally happy today,
i seriously have no ans to that but i'm glad my day was good.

the girls and i are troubling over where to head to during the march holis since C clinic and Fashionbar both checks IDs.
which means, we have very few chances of even trying to get in.
will 18 hurry come? i cant wait to chill my night away with the girls.

anyway, no lunch and dinner since no ones home.
mummy is finally back to work and the usuals of having the whole hse to myself.
it's great, just that i have no one to make food for me to eat when i'm hungry.
i'm starving right now,
and baby is rubbing in tempting me with doughnuts.

i'm craving so much for 3 very sinful dessets right now,
doughnuts, cupcakes and strawberry shortcake from TCC.









































dont they just look sinful!
too bad, i've got sweet tooth that cant take me away from delicacies like these.

not because of who i am
but because of what you've done
not because of what i've done
but because of who you are...

mySWEETaddiction <3
2:10 AM.


Sunday, March 04, 2007

a quick update before i'm off to bed.
got to bed quite late cause i was still at baby's place ard 12,
had what-i-thought was sufficient slp before i went to meet andy over at civic.
mugged, yukked and he kindah confided some stuffs,
waited for that lazy yisong to come before we left slightly aft.

we headed over to Grassroots since the guys were craving for pool,
hanged ard for an hour or so before they finally gave in and stopped.
we went to J8's Sakae cause i was whining so much that i was hungry and i had cravings for only Sakae for dinner and nothing else.
they gave in to me so much today, how great is that man.
love the guys to bits&pieces!


yisong and i was bloated aft we're done cause we ate too much,we could have actually eaten more, just that andy didnt like sushi much...

mySWEETaddiction <3
10:00 PM.


Saturday, March 03, 2007

almost all of the papers are back, except one which is SS.
nothing much other than saying that my results this term are by far the worst i've ever gotten in my 4yrs plus in sec sch.
definitely major disaster with my results which mostly are in red.
get the picture?

oh well, 3weeks of tuition before was cancelled by me and another 2weeks more of tuition cancelled by sharon cause she has something on.
which means, i'll be lagging behind cause i'm not understanding much from sch.
WILL SOMEONE HELP ME?!

mugging session with andy and yisong over at causeway tmr,
i hope i'll get some things done and stop yukking away.

will be meeting my love later on in the late afternoon,
since he's busy with grocery shopping together wth his granny.

i shall continue with my update when i'm home,
provided i'm not too tired and lazy since i wont be home early.

mySWEETaddiction <3
2:30 PM.


Friday, March 02, 2007

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear...

mySWEETaddiction <3
8:45 PM.

i shall do a short update since baby is enjoying a cosy nap along with the cooling weather outside.

generally, other than having a great time in class with nesaar,
daughter and dhanya during recess, chinese remedial with the guys,
always having my bestiie with me no matter what happens and being able to see baby today, the rest of everything just sucked.

thanks for making my day, and those who didnt,
i've learnt to not give a damn bout it anymore for i dont deserve such treatment.

ben bro made me realised something very impt today and i'm glad i'll nvr have to fret over anything cause he's always here for me to confide to.
you really shldnt feel bad about this long term.
i found my 'true friends' only much later on in life.
it's different for everyone, along the way you must filter idiots that dont help your situation because you deserve better than this.
ppl enter and leave your life, you just need to keep the close ones closer.
I LOVE YA BESTIIE.
THANKS AND SORRY ABOUT THAT STUPID THING TODAY.

i hesitated before agreeing.
i know i've done my part, i may not be the perfect friend,
at least i tried my best to hold on to our friendship.
yet, i seem to be someone invisible at the end of the day.
i truely wish to know what i am to you ppl.
just like what nesaar told me, why do i need to cry over ppl who dont bother when i've got ppl ard me who truely cares.

i've thought about it so much that it was so hard to control my emotions.
i was so naive to think that apprecitaing me would be the case of my effort, but thanks for making me realised that it was all a waste of effort.
thanks again, you ppl made me saw who my true friends were.

i'm nothing better than a puppet.
naive and dumb.

mySWEETaddiction <3
5:30 PM.


Thursday, March 01, 2007

the whole field trip we had today was definitely great.
we had lots of fun enjoying each other's company going from place to place.
mrLow even gave us a treat at TCC,
even though there were about 20plus of us, it wasnt cheap at all.

i'm actually quite lazy to upload everything,
so i shall update just a few random ones.

i was totally the opposite on our way back,
was kindah looking out of the window stoning while listening to some emo-ish chinese songs.
there was a sudden emptyness that i felt,
realising that even though my life is filled with my family,
a great bunch of friends and not forgetting my love.
yet somehow, there are times when i feel absolutely lonely.
it's as if i had no one to lean on to, no one to understand my emotions...
sometimes, it just seems more than what i can take.

hidden emotions.

mySWEETaddiction <3
8:30 PM.


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