More Than Words

Saturday, December 30, 2006

in a few mins time, it's gonna be the last day of year2006.
looking back at everything,
2006 has been quite a rough year turned good for me.

firstly, it's definitely getting through the rough patch with baby and finally getting back together.
it wasnt easy, nothing is ever easy but i'm glad we did worked things out and got to a decision that will make us both happier than before.
we're trying very hard to make this relationship right,
even though quarrels are unaviodable,it did brought us closer, getting to know more bout our differences and solving it together.
15mths, it's not too long, but neither isit short.
baby, you know i love you more than anything else.

secondly, i'm glad to say that i'm learning to be a better sis and daughter. i havent been a good one this whole while,
the gap between mummy and sis has been drawn closer.
ever since after i started work,
i've learnt how to communicate better with sis.
this job has made me realise how hard mummy is working thus making me respect her more than before as well.
i'm trying to understand and listen more than always insisting on everything going my way like a spoilt brat.
i'm trying, i just need more time.

thirdly, another year of our friendship has blossomed.
yea, i'm refering to you CHONG YA MEI!
thanks for being there as always, even though i can get quite unreasonable at times, it beats nothing having a genuine friend that truely understands the shits of life i've gone through.
not forgetting sis as well, IMMELIA!
another one who has nvr left me standing alone when i'm down,
thanks for listening to my cryings in the middle of the night,
cheering me up and helping me solve the downs of my relationship.
both of you have left me with lots of great memories for the year2006, the crazy stuffs and gossips and all...
all i can is I LOVEEEEE YOU GIRLS and truely thank you for everything you've done for me.
i hope that things will still stay as good and even better for the year2007.

fourthly, it's regarding my job at Borders.
though i'm quite upset that i actually spent my whole holiday working and havent exactly enjoyed at all, this job has taught me alot and even allowed me to make great friends.
now, i'm actually quite upset that tmr will be my last day.
I'LL DEFINITELY MISS YOU ALL!
i shall do a shoutout to thank you guys for making my days at Borders suchah very memorable one.
great friends like ben, fendi, sharil, silvia, jesstern, rafi, LUANA, SOPHIA and not forgetting evan who has been like a mentor to me.
without you guys, heading to work will seem like a chore to me but it's you guys that made me look forward for work everyday.
work will nvr seem like a chore when there's fun with you guys ard.

fifthly, CONGRATS TO SEVEN SISTERS!
we've finally did it,
am very glad that all of us managed to get promoted.
year2007 will definitely be a very hectic year for us with Os on it's way but i'm sure you girls will do great.
in just a few more days, we'll reunite together back at sch again.
though the thought of mugging like crazy is making me turn away, i'll work hard to try to achieve something to make my family and baby proud of me.
see you girls soon!

i guess that's pretty much all of year2006 summerised together...
i hope to have a great year ahead, you guys too =)

mySWEETaddiction <3
11:55 PM.

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

i know i've been missing for quite sometime, havent really got the time since i was down with fever again for the bloody third time since i started this job.

Christmas Eve
went to work as usual before meeting baby back at my place.
headed to Vivo to check out some stuffs before heading straight to Marina to collect the movie tickets from justina.
was walking ard when we bumped into immelia and daryl,
since i thought they were busy, we left.

walked ard slightly before meeting up with my sis and the kids,
headed up to their room at Ritz Carlton to chill while waiting for the time of our movie.

seeing how much baby and the kids clicked made me so impressed since they hardly click with ppl whom they're not close to.
the best moment was when baby and i holding were on to the youngest one while she stomped her feet while walking. how adorable!

we caught the movie the cursed of the golden flower,
wasnt very interested at first but i got hooked once it started.
a show worth to watch, i shall rate it 4/5.
after the movie, we had some prob finding where the car was since we went in from a different exit.
not only us to be exact, in fact everyone was carchasing.
walking around the huge carpark in search for their car.
it was so fun!
and the worst thing was,
it was very warm and baby couldnt stop perspiring.

on our way back, the love one's stomach was hungry so he drove us to thomson so he could have his supper before heading back to my place to crash on the bed.

Christmas Day
only got to crash onto bed at 4plus cause i had to wash up and all.
it was great having him by my side, even though he kept snooring.

got up and prepared for work before waking baby up,
and my sweet love drove me to mac to get my brunch before sending me to work.
went home to prepare before he came over and we headed to Changi Village for dinner.

it was so sweet of baby to keep looking out for that particular rude cleaner who couldnt seem to carry the dirty trays properly, she kept brushing it against my body and i totally felt so annoyed by it.

after dinner, he drove me to watch aeroplanes take off.
it was so pretty, but all i saw was planes landing = (
it doesnt matter,
i saw it with him and he totally ended my day with big smile on my face.

Boxing Day
our initial plan was to meet up till only ytd but we ended up meeting cause baby's friend had rented a car, so he came over to my place and brought me to Adam road for dinner.

it was raining cats&dogs and i was quite annoyed by him on our way back to the car.
he was sheltering the umbrella only for himself while i was getting wet at the side and he totally didnt cared.
i guess that totally ticked me off and i kindah flared a bit but my mood got better after much teasing from him.

today
the day at work went by pretty slow but surprisingly,
we had quite a few customers.
other than that, luana and i were pretty much chit-chatting and rotting, definitely with my none stop crappings and all, our day wasnt that bad.

baby's out with his friends now while i'm just lazing ard at home.
oh well, life's pretty much good enough for now.
having able to see him for six consecutive days,
i'm a happy girl!

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:00 PM.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

it wasnt easy making that decision,
but i still had to make one at the end of the day.

for the sake of myself, my future and my dreams,
i've chose to give myself a chance to promote.
though i'll be exposed to lots of other temptations, a very high chance of failing and losing the will power to continue on time&time again etc...

i will try to go on...

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:30 PM.

Monday, December 18, 2006

ohmygoodness!

i've been touched by an angel or what?
the results came out totally suprising, 8points.
it's not very fantastic but totally unexpected.

the original plan of me enrolling into ITE is now &*!%#$&%
i'm so darn freaking confused right now that everything everyone is telling me is just making me soooooooooo much more confuse than i already am cause i cant freaking make a decision after getting psychoed by ppl who are asking me to choose different routes.

PROMOTE or ITE?
anyone?
HELP MEEEEEE!

mySWEETaddiction <3
8:15 PM.

THE DAY OF TRUTH.
it will decide the future paths that lies ahead of us.

i'm not expecting fabulous results,
i know that i havent put in any effort for it.
lost hope before it started, gave up before it ended.

i'm ready to start afresh nxt year.
ITE may be the last choice i ever wanted,
but i've disappointed many and it seems like the only choice left for me.

FRIENDS out there who have always been by my side, i wanna thank you guys for your unconditioned love and support in everything that i do.
i know that choosing this path even way before the exams ended have made you guys quite upset but i seriously need a change in environment.

SEVENSISTERS, you girls have truely changed my life for the better. made me realised so much of things in life that i've missed out before. sorry that i broke the promise we made, to graduate together as one. i may not be ard you girls anymore, but i'm always still here, dont hesistate to look for me when you need help. hope our bond will be stronger than before the nxt time we meet up after the results.

TERENCE bro, your words have hurt me deep but i'm determined to prove you wrg. i know that you've nvr fail to have my best interest in your heart, hoping that i'll nvr step on the wrg stone that will make me fall. i know that i've truely disappointed you more than anyone, i'm sorry. though two years in ITE will not be short, i'll work hard and work my way into poly and that's when i'll walk up to you and say "bro, i've did it. i'm now in poly, the promised that you made two years ago for not talking to me if i ever get into ITE till i'm in poly can be erased"

i'm not expecting alot. just have a little faith in me.

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:15 AM.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

yesterday

we girls met up with sophia after work to celebrate luana's surprised belated birthday.
we got pretty hyped up in the morning,
getting all cheeky with our sunglasses.

waited for michael to pass us our pay cheque before gerald fetched us to margerat drive to eat singapore's most famous char kway tiao.
after which, we headed back to town to shop and adeline joined us slightly later.
launa and i finally got our shorts,
i got the white and she got black.

went over to heeren to take neos and we totally went crazy cam whoring inside, chilled at TCC and surprised luana with a strawberry shortcake.
as expected, she was shocked but the smile on her face was just priceless.

a few random pics taken ytd since i'm too lazy to update all.

- the pretty birthday girl

today
the day started out very slowly,
we were like dead ppl wrapping cause there wasnt lifeness ard.
our conclusion to it was that we were too hyped ytd,
thus explaining our very dead start.

weekdays arent exactly very busy but today was just exceptional,
today is totally the craziest day ever.
most prob cause christmas is coming nxt week and being the very kiasu singaporeans, everyone is doing last min shopping as it's nearing.

i'm so dead,
i better slp early tonight or i'll be another dead corpse tmr.

mySWEETaddiction <3
8:45 PM.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

the more i think bout it,
the more emo-ish it's making me feel.
frankly speaking, i dread for nxt year to come.

i actually did typed out quite a long post but after thinking it through,
i decided to backspace everything.

for once, i shall tell myself to not think so negatively and look on the brighter side of things.
i pray slightly to the stars.

mySWEETaddiction <3
10:30 PM.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

friday
work as usual but a few more surprises though.
met baby after work and it was hilarious what happened just right before we met, we both being the KUKUs actually waited for each other at different ends of Wheelock.

the journey back home was just a nightmare.
shant elaborate bout it, everything's fine now.

saturday
baby met me after work and we walked ard lil bit before heading back to his place, the usuals of me crashing right onto his ever-so-comfy bed.
it didnt took me long before i became slping beauty,
wondering ard in dreamland.

wasnt feeling very well either, had a sudden flu that made me felt bad.
slacked ard till baby's parents are back from dinner and they fetched me home.

sunday
work and some play makes me a happy girl =)

excluding my flu that got worse and became stomach flu.
was rushing to the loo almost every five mins for the past three hours that totally made me felt like crap at the end of the day.

monday
got home after work, but went out for dinner with ben at Swensens.
it was nice of him to travel down instead too.
chatted and accompanyed him to look for a top supposingly for work the nxt day.

tuesday
had dinner with ben at NaNa restaurant, inexpensive yet delicious.
just before that, i went to visit weili at Latte but became the delivery woman instead.
helped her to collect some clothes from Fareast before dinner with ben.

talked bout lots of stuffs before accompanying him to get his new shirt altered,
afterwhich we went on walking ard looking for another t-shirt since he wanted to get another one but he ended up buying a Mcbeth shoe in the end.

today

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON =)
decided to have a change today, had our lunch at Wisma's food republic instead of our usuals of Scotts.
the place which is infested with lots of cockroaches.
bumped into tina there and well, i was shocked and surprised.

the day basically passed by rather slowly i guess, sales hasnt been very good as well.
i havent sold any merchandise for three freaking days!

met up with tina for dinner at coffee bean, since we werent very hungry, we both shared pasta and snapple.
did lots of catching up before leaving for home.

what a long day!

oh yuh, i forgotten which day was it but a California couple came to wrap some books and since i was apparently so free and had nothing to do, i started playing with their daughter, baby zoe. she's so adorable and she has the prettiest eyes ever!

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:30 PM.