More Than Words

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARRY.
a year older, as well as another year wiser.

i'll be plucking up every tiny bit of courage i have and officially let my parents know that i'm back together with him.
though baby and i are quite concerned about how they're gonna react to it but i hope they're gonna accept it just like before.
wish me luck ppl =)

was browsing through this certain someone's friendster and for a moment, i had lots of flashbacks in my mind...
but no matter what, i'm thankful for what i've been through.
i'm now even more independent as i could nvr have been without going through the downhills of life but i'm proud to say that everything that had happened had made me into a better person.
i'm someone who is much much stronger than before,
i wouldnt be without the support of my friends definitely.
friends like honey and immelia, those two are really the ones who were there for me right from the start.
definitely there are others who were constantly there giving me their morale support as well.

i'm just gonna shoutout to all my friends who have nvr given up on me when things werent exactly going on smoothly for me.
it was then i saw who were my true friends,
those who stood by me no matter what went wrg and how grouchy i was towards them.
they took in my nonsense and in turn, still supported me.

last but not least, my sweet baby.
the one who made me realise how much i could have miss the love of my life if i havent gave this relationship a chance to blossom.
i never knew that my heart could still risked getting hurt loving someone so deeply after getting stabbed in the heart more than a million times before but i'm lucky that those were the past and the past it shall be,
for i've got my one&only love in my life now and that's my boy.
the one who i dare say that i can see my future ahead with him in it,
a family, a husband, a father of my kids...

i'll nvr be who i am today without them.
i love you guys and not forgetting my love!

mySWEETaddiction <3
6:10 PM.

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

random pics taken ytd.

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read through bro's blog and i'm actually rather upset after reading his post.
basically, the fact that his still so pissed off with baby over a certain issue that had happened last year is rather upsetting.
he still cant get over that incident and i'm in a rather difficult situation.
one's my bro and the other's my guy,
i would definitely hope he could get over it and accept him again.
sighs...

baby came to fetch me ard noon and we headed over to the converse warehse sales at paya lebar.
it was very typical singaporeans cause everyone was squeezing everywhere to get hold of what they wanted, since it was very hot and stuffy in there we left ard 15mins later.
had our lunch at sakae before heading over to his place.

the usuals of slacking and nothing much,
will most prob be heading out for dinner with his parents later on.
anyway, i shall end here and spend more time with baby.

mySWEETaddiction <3
5:35 PM.

Monday, October 23, 2006

i myself cant believe it,
but i actually forgot something freaking impt to me ytd.
now, i just feel like punching the shit out of myself till i become a fruit punch.

yesterday
HAPPY THIRTEEN MTHS MY BOO.
my whole day was basically spent with the three cutiie pies.
we brought them to the flea market over at chinatown,
and headed back to their place in the late afternoon.

today
i seriously doubt baby rmbs too,
but on my side, i'm feeling really bad =(
well, i do wish he'll rmb too,
but that is very likely to happen either.

anyway, i'll be meeting up with honey and baby later on.
my sweet baby is gonna accompany us for an interview before honey rushes back home, leaving me standing alone in town.

daddy just called me and i dont know what went through my mind that i suddenly started tearing.
i feel so hard to forgive myself for forgetting,
it even came as a shock to honey when i told her bout it.

owell, i shall continue feeling guilty while i chat with honey and update when i get back home later.

mySWEETaddiction <3
11:08 AM.

Saturday, October 21, 2006

yesterday
met up with jo at town and we had lunch at Fish&Co.
shop ard and chill as usual, headed over to taka to surprise weili and i ended up going for an interview for a shoe event nxt week.
it's for only two weeks and i'll be jobless again after,
better than nothing i guess.
my head's gonna burst cause i've got to wear formal,
and i seriously have no idea what i'm gonna wear for work.

we separated during evening time, jo was tired and she headed home while i took a train and changed to a cab to bukit merah central to wait for my baby to end.
i was 40mins early, so i ended up rotting my time away at the bus stop.

we had an hour journey back to baby's place,
in the midst of the journey baby and i actually had a heart-to-heart talk.
though it was over something ages ago,
i still felt that i wasnt secure enough.
it isnt actually like i doubt him either,
so we started opening up all the way till we reached his place,
had our dinner and time for me to head home.

after everything we opened up,
for once i truely realised how much i meant to him,
and that everything i did was appreciated by him.
nvr once in the past would i ever realise it cause there were too many obstructions in between the both of us that led to him not opening up to me.

for once, i felt at ease.
i truely felt that we are meant to be together,
something i dare not admit in the past.

we even talked bout kids, starting a family etc...
though it may be too early but i feel that that is something i'm looking forward to, settling down and starting a family of my own with him.
basically, he is just someone i know i can see in my future.

today
the itchyness inside my thraot is back,
causing me to wake up even earlier =(

anyway, i'll be meeting up with baby later.
either he's coming to fetch me or me travelling over,
it doesnt matter at all. i'm still gonna see him.
YAYYYYYYYYYYY!

we'll most prob be heading down to the warehse sales at paya lebar if plans are not change before going back to his place.
speaking about that, sharon called ytd and asked whether i would wanna work at the paya lebar warehse sales nxt week but the thing is,
they have only one vacancy.
rmbing the pack honey and i had, i gave it a missed.

i shall blog when i'm back at his place if there's any interesting happenings later.

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:45 AM.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

yesterday
it was supposed to be an awesome day for us seven but due to what-seems-like-the-haze-issue totally screwd our plan.
i was super pissed till i felt like screaming my guts out in their faces,
but after much explaining from weili, i decided to not bother no more.

it has always been an issue,
nvr once had we ever had a complete seven gathering.
though a few of us are rather upset and disappointed time&time again,
i decided to think twice for our nxt upcoming gathering.

enough of that i guess...
i'm tired of repeating cause history always repeat itself.

that didnt ruin our day though, for honey and i that is.
we still went to sentosa and had our awesome tanning session though we only tanned for an hour cause the sun was scorching hot.
halfway through my shower, jo called and asked if i wanted to head to vivo but my initial plan was also to head to vivo after sentosa.
so we met up and shopped ard, we even headed to town and chill.

lots of funny happenings when a few girls havent met for a really long time meet up and start reminiscing everthing.

today
i look at my bro and my good friend, at what they went through and finally got back together again after separating for upteen times.
to me, i feel that it's fate.

definitely, not everyone is lucky enough to have such a wonderful ending.
it's hard to have or even mantain a relationship after lots of probs has surfaced.
looking at how lucky and fortunate both my friend and bro are,
i'm giving them my blessing. all the best bro =)

in life, not everyone will support every decision one makes but as long as it's for the better and you know it, just go along with it.
in time to come, those ppl will realise that they're wrg.

this did happened to me personally, i totally understand but when i look back, everything did happened for a reason.
for my case, both baby and i learnt how to communicate and it allowed us both to understand each other better.
we learnt how to set time aside for each other even though we have our own lifes and are staying at different ends of s'pore.

it's impt what a couple goes through together,
some may take it negatively but when you set aside all those negative thoughts and actually look at it positively, it does help to bring two very different ppl together.
isnt that love?

love doesnt only limits ppl who are of the same personality, shares a common interest etc...
love is a magnificiant thing,
it's an awesome feeling that no one can even explain.

mySWEETaddiction <3
1:25 PM.

Monday, October 16, 2006

[*/edited]
was out every single day the whole of last week,
that explains why i'm so broke right now.
so i guess, it'll be a very lazy week for me this week.

the dates of the event hasnt been comfirm yet,
thus i'm so out of job right now.
i'm so looking forward to get my ass slogging and
smile when the pay comes.

i bet it's gonna be a super boring week except wed,
the sevensisters will be out together for a trip to sentosa for lots of fun and not forgetting a sizzling hot time at MS at night.
I CANT WAITTTTTTT!

til then, i may not blog as often since there wont be much happening when my ass is lazing ard at home.
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it's getting seriously annoying that the haze is still at the unhealthy range.
every moment i get off the arm chair and look out,
everywhere seems to be engulfed in haze.
how can i put my heart at ease to suntan when the air is polluted with unhealthy who-knows-what by those inconsiderate indonesians.

anyway, i've been very old sch these days.
digging out old sch songs to listen and i'm enjoying it alot.

a few really nice songs.
Robyn-Show Me Love
Celine Dion & N*Sync-That's The Way It Is
Hilary Duff-Cry
Rihanna-We Ride
Wyclef Jean Feat. Missy Elliott-Party To Damascus

mySWEETaddiction <3
3:00 PM.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

friday
GRADUATION CEREMONY.

saturday
super excited since it was a triple date today.
amanda and her bf, sis and daryl, baby and i.

the day didnt exactly started out very well since baby and i had a tiff but after fuming for quite sometime in the train, i decided to stop it all since we were both totally ignoring each other.
it hurts cause when we were just beside each other but totally ignoring as if we were strangers.
baby was so sweet after, he brought me to have sakae for lunch.
we kept eating eating and eating, how enjoyable!
but i kindah burnt his card, the bill was 52bucks.

we caught the movie World Trade Centre,
thanks to amanda for giving us the free tickets.
as what garry said, i couldnt stopped crying during the show.
imagine what the ppl in USA went through?
waiting for the good news from their love ones,
struggling to believe that they are alive even though they might not be.
imagine how many thousands of ppl working inside the building yet only twenty were rescued out alive.

so it was walking ard vivo city after the show,
it was super packed since lots of ppl were there...
amanda and her bf left, while the four of us took a cab over to HollandV to get the car from justina.
headed to Chinatown for some porridge before sending sis home,
we got stuck in a jam on my way home but i still got home in time.

today
nothing much i guess...
i'm actually quite pissed with my niece that i dont have the mood to blog.
will be heading out for dinner later with my family,
till then, i guess that's all..

mySWEETaddiction <3
4:00 PM.