More Than Words

Monday, July 31, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE.

a word of advice,
if whoever is not happy with me or just plainly jealous what-so-ever...
get a life and get out of my blog,
no one's asking whoever to be here either.
stirring trouble here is acting so childishly pls...
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i just got back home,
went to trim my eyebrows with weili, steph and adeline.
had lunch at 925, our favourite cheeken rice. yummylicious.

the weather has beeen really cold and windy,
it has been raining non-stop and i've been sneezing.
assembly today was horrible,
had this play or something about racial harmony day.
quite stupid actually so isaac, israel, adeline and i have been
chatting non-stop throughout the whole assembly...

i'm so not in the mood to blog right now.
FUCK OFF THOSE CHILDISH PPL...
i'm tired from the very comfortable weather making me very slpy. yawns
byebye.

mySWEETaddiction <3
5:55 PM.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

yesterday
met up with the girls for dinner to celebrate an early birthday for adeline.
sadly, there were only five of us but it was still as fun.
cam whored while waiting for weili and adeline who were late. haha

settled down at pizza hut for dinner.
lots of funny stuffs went on that made us laughed non-stop.
it's nice gathering together, laughing at almost everything
but at the end of the day, it's the company that matters most.
LOVE THOSE GIRLS TO BITS&PIECES.
we surprised adeline with her favourite mango cake from crystal jade.

brought han`ny and weili to the titanic and
we had non-stop cam whoring over there.
chatted bout the past years and started laughing at each other,
saw two super weird ppl laying on the ground doing who-knows-what
since it was freaking dark.
too bad the ground was wet or else we would have sat at the edge,
with our legs dangling in the air freely just like little kids.

left the titanic ard 10plus since they needed to be home before 11.
was standing aside,
green in envy seeing how fortunate weili and han`ny is...
jw and raymond fetched them home,
while i took the long way back home alone with the company of my mp3.

today
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEKAH.

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had a hard time getting up for tuition esp. it's a sunday.
slept only at 4, waiting for baby to complete his work before
heading to bed together and off to dreamland.

i did two hrs of maths and i'm feeling happy since i did like
two and a half topics in two hrs. great accomplishment =)
will be having physics and geog test tmr. godblessme.
only studied like a tiny winy bit of geog and none of physics...

the weather's been really cold these two days,
making me sneeze non-stop.
but i still love such cold weather without a doubt.
sometimes,
it just feels like the weather is going according to my mood.
when i'm happy, it's sunny most of the time and
when i'm super upset and all, it'll be raining heavily.
maybe it's just mere coincidence, but it just feels a part of me.
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i cant stop blasting jessica simpson's i wanna love you forever.
have been chatting with immelia sis for the past few hrs and
we chatted so much, definitely not missing out the topic on our bfs.
i seriously dont understand why it's like this,
i'm seriously more upset than any other thing...

i wanna love you forever and this is all i'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
is that so much for you to do?
cause from the moment that i saw your face
and felt the fire in your sweet embrace
i swear i knew.
i'm gonna love you forever.

i'm not sure why, but yanhan kor's words keep resurfacing in my mind...
for the past few days, i've been able to push it way to the back.
totally not rmbing anything that he has mentioned but
i cant seem to do it now, i just dont understand...
but it seems too much for him to understand either.
it hurts, if only he knows how i'm feeling.

now baby there were times when selfishly
i'm wishing that you are here with me
and anytime i feel alone
i'll close my eyes and dream of where you are
where you and i can breathe together

mySWEETaddiction <3
7:00 PM.

Friday, July 28, 2006

something happened in sch today,
nothing very big but it ended up with me crying in the end.
it happened during mdmLu's period and my tears just wouldnt stop,
went to the toilet to cool myself down and i called immelia sis...
we chatted for sometime before i went back to class,
smiling and making sure honey wasnt worried anymore...

met up with honey and we headed over to causeway to study,
intended to get my butterfly necklace but it was gone...
was so darn sad, was waiting to get it for so long.
my pretty necklace =(
after window shopping for a while,
we went over to the library at civic center.
had lunch at cafe galilee while we studied goeg.

we noticed lots of weird ppl today,
cracked up lots of nonsense inbetween and the usuals of cam whoring...
i was so cold that my fingers and toes felt like there were thousands
and millions of needles poking me.

we left ard 5plus cause it was too cold for us to stay any longer,
went to the foodcourt for some hot dessert and
surprisingly saw a friend and his gf.
sat together and he started cocking non-stop as usual. haha
honey and i were such nice ppl,
accompanyed him to fetch her back as requested by the gf and
we took a bus all the way back to yishun.
they accompanyed me to TimeZone for some ball shooting,
photocopied some notes and walked him to the mrt station...

had so much fun since both were such jokers to be with,
a really nice and gentle girl...
hello to my new friend = )

was so fucked up on my way home.
while crossing the zebra crossing,
a motorcycle came out of nowhere and nearly ran over my leg.
luckily i lifted up my feet in time before it got run over.
HELLO, PLS FUCKING WATCH WHERE YOU'RE GOING!
the driver seemed drunk since his motorcycle wasnt exactly going straight, it was quite shaky after it missed me...

that smile on my face when you're ard.

mySWEETaddiction <3
8:45 PM.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

this shall be a very random post.
i'm so addicted to the song this i swear by nick lachey.
watching the video made with jessica and his pics,
it's suchah waste to see couples breaking up like a child's play.

i'm feeling pretty down right now,
i'm missing my baby so much and
the fact that i've not seen him for suchah long time has got me depressed.
i'm just unable to see him due to his forever-piling-up assignments.
it really feels like a torture seriously,
being together yet not feeling like we're together...
watching the video is making my eyes teary,
tears of sadness that i'm not able to have him here beside me.

i really do wish he's able to realise that i've been neglected this whole while,
silently keeping all thoughts and tears to no one but only myself.
i dont want to add on to his burden right now,
his having a hard time copping with sch, family and all...
as a gf, i'll definitely not want to add on to his load but
i do wish for my feelings to be considered here&there too.

i shant continue,
it's gonna make me breakdown soon and i dont want that to happen.
i want to stay strong for him, our relationship,
overcoming all obstacles that are coming our way.

your love is all i need
and i will love you till forever
until death do us part we'll be together
so take my hand and hold on tight
and we'll get there
this I swear

so whenever you get there
just reach out for me
i'll never let you down my love

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:10 PM.

PE today was fabulous.
played dodge ball and it started out very boring playing against the girls,
until mrSubash allowed us to play against the guys.
it was so much more fun since they were more sporty and hyper but
we, girls got whacked the shit out of ourselves.
i got whacked the most, the guys were just aiming me and
sebastian was like you're good that's why they felt threatened with you ard. lol
all's worth though since we had so much fun =)

ohmygoodness.
i so screwd my whole chinese oral totally!
the passage was alright, quite simple but i still had a prob,
the conversation was so so i guess cause
everything that they asked came out in eng in my head and
only one quater of it came out in proper chinese answering their qns.
i almost started blabbering in eng but luckily i didnt in the end. phew
it was supposed to start at 2 but due to i-dont-know-what reasons,
it was delayed till 3.
meantime while we were waiting, we were just crapping ard.
we had this so called sign which we decided after discussing for so long,
we'll lift our right leg if the passage was easy and left if it wasnt.
it was so hilarious when it was isaac's turn,
his leg was practically flying everywhere and
we were laughing our ass off.
thanks adeline, miaohui, isaac and israel for waiting for me after oral,
left sch and walked to the mrt staion together and they went home.

counting as days passes, it has already been 19days since i last saw him.
i'm feeling the confusion during certain days, pretty upset sometimes =(
adeline was telling me that she felt as if he didnt cared at all,
it totally doesnt even looked like a relationship to her...
lord, will you pls help me?

i shall go watch tv now...

mySWEETaddiction <3
5:00 PM.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON.

the weather is so horrible that i had a sudden headache,
slept through mdmLu's lesson and was grouchy during mrFoo's period.
by the time mrJoseph came in for poa lesson, i was darn high,
adeline said that i was zi high-ing by myself.
started laughing and i annoyed adeline and han`ny,
snapping self pics and drawing on han`ny's worksht...

i got so bored and since no one wanted to entertain me,
i entertained myself.

by adeline & han`ny

that explains how bored i was during mrJoseph's lesson. haha
promised my sisters that i'll be making breakfast for them tmr,
it's been so long since i last made breakfast for them too...

bread (check)
tuna (check)
strawberry jam (check)
i'm all ready to make breakfast = )

goodbye.
i'm heading out for tuition now.

you came alone and now i need you to tell me where my heart belongs
without you, i cant see the sunshine.

mySWEETaddiction <3
3:40 PM.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

i'm suffering from major pms right now.
walking back home made me felt like a clown,
i had to walk from plank to plank before i could even reached my doorstep.

the chinese test today was like super slack since most of us were fooling ard.
was msging with darren the whole day, while listening to songs and
copying each other's test paper. it felt like a game, darn hilarious.
i got bored since i had no idea what the paper was about,
so the usual me of cam whoring ard started.

israel, wesley & isaac

isaac's self inflicted wounds when he got bored in class.

cheeky bimbotic bimbo-to-be

honey, me & bimbo-to-be

the seven of us_friends forever

reminiscence the past years when we were in sec1 and 2...
it was rather funny bringing up those stupid stuffs we used to do,
looking back at how childish we used to be back then...
we just couldnt stop laughing when we look at ourselves now.
time seems to fly past so past and
we're already in our second last year in sec sch.
finally got hold of our very impt pink card(IC) and all...
i'm really wishing that the whole class will get promoted nxt year. *crosses finger

the video i've been experimenting ard is finally done.
nothing anywhere near to fantastic,
just a video made up with some of our pics.
a memory for us to rmb = )

something seems to be wrg, i cant seem to get it uploaded here,
so here's the url -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jyliZNJl9DM
i'm a first timer, do leave some comments yea = )

indulging in your love.

mySWEETaddiction <3
5:40 PM.