More Than Words

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!!!!!!

WEEEEEee... cuz we hadd a half dae, head`d to sch daa
usual time. hadd our mornin assembly and daa upper secs hadd
daa "BIGG WALK" first. it`s freakin funny cuz daa "BIGG WALK"
was jus practically makin us walk 1HUGE round of khatib area.
so we walk`d for1hr plus. start`d out at 8plus and got back ard 9plus.

it`s reali tirin, due to havin a weak ankle which alwaes feels lyk
breakin wen it`s tired. haha.
was wid bekah and honey. it`s been so long since we and bekah got
this close... *great great time walkin and chattin = ]]
so we chat`d while walkin, so time would pass FASTER!!!

basically daa performances are startin to get real BORIN as time pass`s.
it`s alwaes... erm... expect`d i guess, it`s content sumhow nvr changes. and
and they reali need more time for practisin, so we`ll have a better programme.

head`d to northpoint aft that wid honey and diana, actually got quite irritate`d
out of sumone who cun stop clingin onto me, and daa voice drives me NUTS!!!

call`d gracie as i wasnt sure whether i wana go back to our pri sch.
and since she sae`d she was dere already and i hadd 2hrs to spare.
i hurry`d home and got dress`d up and wen to meet her...
chat`d so much and daa cam whorins start`d too... *clicks clicks

slack`d ard and aft that gracie and i head`d to daa mrt station.
i need`d to go meet immelia jie at J8. so train`d down and we walk`d
ard J8, she show`s me a golden bag which she wen crazy about. haha.
we got ice-cream from (dunno how to spell). yummylicious to their
strawberry cheesecake ice-cream. it rawks. i was on a tight budget so i
got myself 1scoop, while jiejie got herself 2scoops...
wen baby came and we wen window shoppin wid jiejie,
she was so CRAZY okays. goin everywhere llokin for skirts and heels.
we bluff`d baby that i`ve hadd my lunch wen i onli hadd ice-cream. *muahaha
but baby still found out in daa endd. sharks!!! i can nvr lie to him can..

acc jiejie to daa bus-interchange. wait`d for her 53 to came. and left aft
she board`d it. baby and i den head`d to town to find his boxers..
as usual hang ard paragon`s market place. my all-time favourite = ]]

*my dae was fill`d wid laughter, joy and happiness. thou i hardly get
to see them but they understand me well enuff to make all this
happen`d. it`s nvr to late to noe that dere`s still ppl carin for you..
a best fwen is dere wen you`re in your upsORdowns. they did it,
they were dere for me, thou in diff circumstances. but they still were.
MY LIFE WOULD NOT BE COMPLETE IF IT WASNT FOR YOU GUYS.

got back to yishun and head`d to cold storage to get some stuffs and
my hse downstairs to get our dinner. YUMS YUMS.
baby left ard 11 due to somethin that crop`d up suddenly..

my life spins in your presense,
completes in your arms

nvr too happy to let you noe that i`m lovin all this
now&FOREVA this shall be.

i love you derek, my one&only baby

mySWEETaddiction <3
11:47 PM.

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

this is goin to be a freakin long entry as i`ve loads to sae.
if you tink you cun read long entries sae byebye, dun bother readin.

mornin was freakin SCUKY kays. but it was so much better durin
assembly. havin able to speak out my probs to PPL WHO UNDERSTANDS.
you guys must be wonderin whyy it scuk`d right at daa start of daa dae right?

so ms tan was suppose`d to scold us todae for ytd`s incident, but
she was crop`d up wid sumthin so a relief teacher came in instead.
so we hadd practically 2periods free to do lyk wadeva we wan`d.
was readin and discussin daa bible and testimonials inside wid sebastain.
was browsin thru it, honey and i saw a few phrases that caught our eyes.

lunch`d at yoshinoya wid diana and honey aft sch.
fun time chattin our ass`s off, walk`d ard and saw joyce, abang, minger & jess.
so was chattin wid abang, and i explain`d stuffs..
so he told me loads of stuffs. honey and i understood was he was saein.
a reali great lesson learn`d from him... = ]]
wen to daa foodcourt and they were decoratin daa cards they`ve got while
abang and i were chattin. *thanks for those advises, thanks for wakin me up.

see how meaningful they are>>

"our society finds truth too strong a medicine to digest undiluted. in its
purest form truth is not a polite tap on daa shoulder, it is a howlin repraoch."

"daa wicked flee wen dere is no one pursuin, but daa righteous are as
fearless as a young lion"

"lyin may get you out of a tight situation now, but it will jus plain
get you later... Proverbs 28:1"

"daa one who causes daa righteous to go astray in an evil way shall fall into
his own pit, but daa blameless man shall gain a goodheritage. Proverbs 28:10"

"dere is much to sae about this and it is diff to explain, since you have grown
hard of hearin, for whereas by this time you ought to be teachers. you stand again
in need of someone to teach you daa elementary principles of God`s lessons. you
have come to need milk and not solid food. of cuz, anyone who feeds on milk is
inexperienced in daa matter of righteousness, for he is an infant. but solid food is
for daa mature person, for those whose faculties have been train`d by practice to
distinguish between good and evil."

ALL THESE ARE GOD`S WORDS, GOD`S LETTERS TO US LIL ONES.
PRAISE DAA LORD....

WEEEEeee...
i`ll be able to see my baby tmr. how great.
at least my dae tmr wun get spoil`d by sum ppl once again.

last of all.
>> THANKS PEEPS. YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN GREAT.
WID THOSE SUPPORT, TRUST AND ADVISES = ]]

I dedicated my life to you
You know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you
And there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together

I just can't live without you, and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before..

mySWEETaddiction <3
7:37 PM.

Monday, August 29, 2005

>> mon

sch was real funFUNfun. except mr see scold`d us till ms tan came
out of 3A3, freakin scary. she stare`d at all of us.
anywae daa whole dae well, hadd so much fun wid andy and honey.
wen to collect our crystals durin recess from daa chem lab, but katijah was
dere. she was practically foolin us all. first, she saes we`re disturbin her lesson
den BLAH BLAH BLAH...
we freakin cun be bother`d by her nonsense!!!

wen LJS`d wid honey and wait`d for baby to arrive`d. head`d back home aft that.
as usual slack`d and watch`d tv. i was on daa com rushin my book review
competition and he was drawin his stuffs. haha.
aft i was done, my com gave a BIGG FRIGHT.
i wan`d to save my work but my com suddenly jam`d.
and my work was not save`d yet!!! so i hadd a biggest shock den.
but luckily my com recover`d it. so i start`d to SMILE instead of me
initially SULKIN.

bathe at ard 7plus, and wen downstairs wid baby to get my dinner.
my gastrics were hurtin lyk shit, hadd hard time standin up = [[
but was better aft dinner. all thanks to my baby.

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:31 PM.

Sunday, August 28, 2005

got up at 7, hadd tuition.
was practically draggin myself out of bedd, was so slpy.

hurry`d prepare`d and left home.
did maths 10yrs series for daa whole 2hrs.
so my head was goin MATHS MATHS STUDY TILL MADD!!!
haha. nah jus kiddin. was actually quite serious, needah get
daa hang of it, or i`ll die durin my Ns and Os.

my face and my whole body seems to be burnin up.
due to ytd`s tannin, my lil nose hurts now.
>> itchy here, itchy dere. it`s so itchy!!!
DAA LIL GURL WID A SMALL RED NOSE = ]]

so simon suddenly sae`d hello on msn, first thing that
pop`d into my mind was
"sumthin`s wrg, he normally doesnt do that."
daa funny thing was honey told me he sae`d hello to her too.
so we both knew things were kindah goin on higher grounds.
but since he sae`d he see whether he could help... i actually dun
mind tellin. i mean it`ll be reali better to clear this whole thing and
move on. anywaes, since he wan`d to noe wad happen`d, i shall jus sae.
i`m not gonna push all daa blame awae, i`ll admit wen i see my faults.
SHE NOES SHE`S HAPPIER DEN BEFORE = ]]

mummy and daddy seems to be goin out later,
so i`m gonna be HOME ALONEE again...
i`ll be seein my baby tmr, and so WEEEEEEEee again.

in order to carry on tmr,
i`ll have to pass todae.
thru those dangers and fear i face
you`ll nvr fail to appear in my head.
i don't know how i found you
but i`m thankful that i have

i`ll always be with you until the very end
in this world there is no place i`d rather be
you`re my life, my soul, my baby
and through it all
i know you`ve come to see that you're the one
till the end of time

mySWEETaddiction <3
1:55 PM.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

>> fri
sch was as usual.. nothin much happen`d.
but durin eng lesson was real FUN.
nvm i noe you ppl dunno wad i`m talkin about.
this thingy onli honey, dhanya and i noe... = ]]

rush`d home aft sch, bathe and got ready.
train`d down to boonlay and met baby. got our lunch
from jurong point and bus`d to his hse..
watch`d tv, wen online...
baby was so nice, he help`d me edit`d my blogg.
his mum sat down and join`d us chat durin dinnertime.
chat`d bout so much stuffs, suchah great time spent.
he train`d me home, and wen back. *ilovehimLOADS

>> sat
woke up freakin early as i didnt manage to slp a wink.
before i could give baby a mornin call, he msg`d saein he was already
awake. got up, hurry`d prepare`d myself. met honey at yishun mrt station.
train`d down to habourfront, as usual baby was late again. lols.

so we head`d down to sentosa. and we wen to tanjong beach instead
of our usual palawan beach. nice place, very few ppl dere.
which of course means more place for us to tann = ]]

HAPPY TANNIN TILL OUR ASS`S DROP`D!!!

reach`d ard 10 and we tann`d till 3plus.
left early as we hadd tann`d enuff. honey head`d back aft that,
while baby and i train`d down to town.
i`m so burnt, my hand is redin lyk anythin and my face`s lyk
a red tomato. lols.. but I`M LOVIN IT!!!
hadd HANS for lunch/dinner. walk`d ard and head`d back.
was quite shock cuz it was our first time leavin town that early.

wen home and baby slack`d in my hse till 11plus = ]]

and and WEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
baby has agree`d to go holi wid my family on dec..
yes yes!!! i`m not dream ppl = ]]

>> i`m so content`d wid wad i`m havin now.
yes, jus baby&honey. nothin could get any better.
havin them alwaes dere, my life nvr darkens...
i`m happy and i jus wan things to continue stayin this wae.
MY LIFE CAN GET NO BETTER NO MORE = ]]

mySWEETaddiction <3
11:36 PM.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

sch was alright todae, PE was funFUNfun.
we were able to play any games we wan`d so dhanya,
honey, andy and me play`d badminton. freakin funny.
we play`d it usin two shuttlecocks. lols.

aft that, honey and i change`d partners. we wen to join hairong
and weeboon. i was on daa same side as hairong.
fun kays, haven felt so carefree for quite long le...
but as usual, it jus doesnt seem to last..
geog period was daa worse todae. everyone practically made
allan kok so bloody piss`d till he shout`d daa F*** word at us..
honey, dhanya and i couldnt be bother`d much, anyway we werent
daa ones who made him FUME`D. we were msgin and munchin on
food.. yums yums = ]]

aft that we hung ard daa canteen, bekah came askin me stuffs.
so i`ve got to explain`d again. but she ask`d sumthin and i
immediately sae`d "eh.. i dunno, i dun wana be bother`d either!!!"
head`d back to class for daa maths enrichment course which totally
scuk`d kays.
waste`d our precious time&money for goodness sake.
firstly, daa person has a very badd attitude
secondly, she doesnt have patience wen explainin
third, she doesnt noe how to catch our attention...

so my grp were arguein back, and saein so much stuffs while
she was talkin. and whyy was it???cuz
SHE MADE DAA WHOLE LESSON FREAKIN BORIN!!!

rush`d to change`d and head`d for trainin. o yuh, i even miss`d
half of my trainin for that unrichin enrichment course can.
saw ahkoh outside daa office so i wen to greet her,
but to get scold`d as none appear`d for trainin...
yuh, i knew that they were gonna be attendin daa enrichment
course but i didnt knew they didnt inform`d her..
so i sae`d i wasnt aware of them not informin, anyway none
ask`d me to help them inform either...

got to daa concourse onli to realise no one was dere.
saw some of them and i shout`d askin them to hurry!!!
ask`d them to hurry get change`d and got ready for warm-up.
lead`d daa warm-up and runs before ahkoh came...

did 2.4km run and sprintin.
was freakin tired, my right ankle was feelin so tight and
slightly below my chest area was hurtin so much.
but i couldnt stop`d so i jus held on...
got to rest lil while before ahkoh made us do 3sets of sprintin.
aft daa first set i was so DEAD already, but ahkoh sae`d we hadd to
complete it. so my second set scuk`d, i was jus runnin and i jus
chiong`d for my last set = ]]

now i`m home, but am still MADD at my mum. so i avoid`d talkin
to her wen i got home. aft how she insult`d me this mornin..
i`m not gonna be a good lil daughter and jus forget it...
cuz you sae`d as if i`m not your daughter, so wth!!!

my tighs are hurtin now, my ankle hurts..
ARGH.. wad a dae.. it`s a superb sway dae kays.
weili oso hurt her ankle durin PE jus now..
as usual i skip`d my dinner, aint havin any appetite at all..
*OPPS.. baby`s gonna slaughter me tmr = ]]

my life would not be complete if it wasnt for you
my life would not be lyk a fairytale
my life wouldnt be so wonderful if it wasnt for you...

if it wasnt for you
none of these would eva happen..
you`re my one&onli baby. daa onli one i love.

mySWEETaddiction <3
8:10 PM.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

blogger`s madd, jus lyk fwenster.
they tend to minimise`d my words... ARGH = [[

so nothin much happen`d in sch.
read her blogg and felt quite badd aft everythin,
but wen i was told to check out her fwenster testi.
i was practically FUMIN lyk hell. shant sae who, you shld noe
who you are. even if you`re readin this...

thought baby was gonna give me another surprise jus lyk how he
did daa other time. but i was wrg, he was jus slpin at home..
so wan`d to see him todae, feelin reali terrible inside
kept screenin my eyes all ard, tinkin that he was hidin sumwhere.
but i`m jus hullucinatin....

she`s a SADD, SADD, SADD gurl...

mySWEETaddiction <3
2:59 PM.

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

HAPPY 5TH MONTH BABY = ]]

i felt freakin TERRIBLE once i woke up.
still wonderin bout wad happen`d ytd...
was it jus a nightmare??? i jus kept askin myself.
but i jolly well noe that it wasnt, i jus hadd to face it.

honey assure`d me that i was not alonee. havin her and baby
supportin and bein dere for me thru out...
sumhow things were jus diff, nothin could give me back daa
memories i hadd wid her...
if those who are wonderin who is that person. it was my use`d-to-be
best fwen. but cuz of my decision, she gave it all up.
bein a good gf, she gave our fwenship up, listenin to her bf.

*i noe it`s freakin unfair to make you decide. but i wan`d to noe
how much our fwenship reali meant to you, i`ve been salvagin it
all daa way, i nvr once saw daa effort from you.
i nvr meant to make it sound as if you dun worth a cent at all.
to tink that you`ll tink it this way, if you werent worth anythin
frankly speakin... would i have gone thru so much and yet held on
so tight to this fwenship still???

head`d down to BK for lunch wid honey and diana.
chat`d while we ate. as if i felt alright.
till now, i doubt she even noes that i`m hurtin so much inside.

i smile`d and sae`d i was alright. i held back those tears as if i`m fine.
i wen thru daa whole dae as if it wasnt affectin me at all...
but saein that i was alright was jus A PACK OF LIES!!!
but yet to see that you smile`d and play`d so happily jus broke my
heart. i didnt knew our fwenship reali didnt meant anythin at all.
was i stupid to cry over it time&time again???

not able to see my baby till fri i guess...
jus wen things wen wrg, i felt save as i knew he was all along
dere for me. *ilu my precious baby

You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life

mySWEETaddiction <3
5:15 PM.

Monday, August 22, 2005

ytd was great. hadd lunch wid honey and diana at LJS as
usual den met up wid baby and we slack`d at my hse till
evenin. head`d to swensens, and i treat`d him dinner = ]]
we celebrate`d our 5th mth in advance as he`ll not be free tmr.

got a unwan`d msg in between dinner, aft readin it.
i held back my tears tinkin that i`ll be happier this way but i was wrg.
i regret`d every single thing, as for now.. it`s jus too late to take back
my words or wad i`ve sae`d to you = [[
on my way back home, i couldnt held on any longer. i broke down,
cryin in my baby`s embrace. felt slightly better aft an hr`s time.
but it jus hurt so much, i was still holdin on to it but you gave it up.

sch was alright except.....
people who i`ve been updatin, you guys shld noe.

and so i agree`d i made you choose daa route to take, bein naive
to tink that for once you`ll take daa initiative to settle out stuffs.
but saddly, i guess my decision cost`d our fwenship of 3yrs.

your embrace protect`d me from harm
your kiss`s bright`d up my life

daa decision i made was so hard but yet you stood by me
supportin me thru out
tellin me wad was worth and wad wasnt.
till now i still dunno whether she was worth it.
but i noe that i`ll have you dere no matter wad happens.

*ilu my baby

mySWEETaddiction <3
10:01 PM.

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Singer >> Corrinne May
Album >> Fly Away
Title of Song >> If You Didnt Love Me

If every drop of water disappeared from the land
And every drop of ocean suddenly turned to sand
That would all be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

What if I woke up and couldn't hear a sound
And all that I could see was darkness all around
That would still be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

If I could have the world and all that money could buy
And I could travel far beyond the moon and the sky
If they gave me golden wings,
well I still couldn't fly
without you, nothing would matter

You and I walk beside each other day after day
But there's so much inside me, I never get to say
My life would be so empty
with nothing left to feel
If you didn't love me
If you didn't love me

this song is dedicate`d to my previous baby.
DEREK ENG CHIN HOW = ]]
*she loveLOVElove YOU sooooooo much

mySWEETaddiction <3
8:00 PM.

woke up at 9, gave my baby a mornin call.
was freakin dead tired so i slept back aft that...
woke up at 10 receivin a msg frm baby saein that he has
jus step`d out of his hse..

so got up, and wen to get ready..
met him at yishun mrt station and we head`d to northpoint
for lunch. we hadd yoshinoya. yums yums = ]]
been eatin alot lately. o man, o man i tink i`m gettin FAT...

i`m reali happy, baby sae`d that i became slightly
smaller in size ytd. aft not seein me for 4daes...
*beams beams = ]]
SHE`S A HAPPY HAPPY GURL NOW = ]]

slack`d ard northpoint and head`d back home.
but of course not forgettin to make our usual last stop
at cold storage first...
watch`d tv and ate loads of stuffs prepare`d by my mum and i.

baby jus left not long, he has to go get food for his grandma.

>> tmr`s plan.
-headin to sch in daa mornin (duh, obviously)
-wait for baby to come to my hse aft sch in daa aftnoon
-acc baby to pack food for his grandparents in daa evenin

jus browsin thru fwenster and i saw this acc.
daa gurl looks so fcukin lyk a PORN STAR can.
pose till lyk that, must be despo in makin "fwens"

and and WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE pls....
my sista is gonna go overseas this tues for her job thingy = ]]

you sae`d you would give me daa ans ytd. aft we
cool`d down.. and since i didnt get a respond from you..
am i able to sae that you`ve totally dun care and hadd already
gave this fwenship up???

something in your eyes
something in your smile
something in the way you move me
you make me want to sing
make me want to dance
make me want to cry
i`ve fallen in love with you

mySWEETaddiction <3
7:50 PM.

Saturday, August 20, 2005

met baby at town instead cuz he was all so ready
before i left my home.

once again train`d down to town alonee, but luckily my hp
was all so ready to entertain me till i reach`d. lols.
I LOVE MY HP!!! = ]]
head`d to fareast for dinner, and and we had HANS.
yummylicious. baby was so nice, he got me my fav cheesecake
even thou i didnt ask`d for it.

aft that we head`d to paragon, actually intend`d to go pop
by his godbro`s workplace but he wasnt dere..
so as usual we wen to paragon`s market place.
i loveLOVElove that place LOADS kays. so many nice stuffs.

i saw a reali nice wallet which i fell instantly in lurf wid it right awae,
which i normally dun. but too badd i`m kindah short of cash
lately, and i reali doubt i`m able to get it now = [[
*she crush`s her hopes and throws it in daa bin

that`s all for daa dae.
lurf my baby so much = ]]

that moment in daa train ride alonee made me tink
so much. i knew i wasnt able to let go of you as a good fwen.
but i`m too not willin to let you step over me time&time again.
how will things reali turn out in daa endd??? i keep askin myself.
daa decision now lies in you.
*she`s wae too lost to find another wae to go

mySWEETaddiction <3
11:50 PM.

cancel`d tuition for todae = ]]
got up and mum bought me century egg congee, wasnt feelin
too good. thanks to ytd. i cry`d too much, my eyes are swellin now.

AND ONCE AGAIN, I CRY`D FOR THIS FWENSHIP WEN
I`VE SO WAN`D TO NOT HOLD ON ANY LONGER. BUT I KNEW
I COULDNT DO IT, I WAS STILL TRYIN SO HARD TO SALVAGE IT.
BUT ONCE AGAIN, YOU PUSH`D ALL DAA BLAME AWAE.
WEN, WEN WILL YOU EVA LEARN I REALI WONDER...
IF YOU TINK I`M FEELIN REALI GOOD DOIN ALL THIS, DEN
LET ME TELL YOU. YOU`RE VERY WRG!!!
DO YOU NOE HOW HURT I FELT INSIDE, HOW MUCH I CRY`D
LAST NIGHT TO MY BABY. EVERYONES TELLIN ME YOU`RE
NOT WORTH IT. BUT I STILL DECIDE`D TO TRY FOR DAA LAST TIME.
DO YOU NOE THAT I`VE MADE SO MANY FWENS OF MINE WORRY`D.
LYK I`VE SAE`D, I`VE HELD ON TILL I`M SUFFOCATIN, NOW..
I`LL JUS LET YOU MAKE DAA DECISION, CUZ I`M TIRED OF
DOIN EVERYTHIN, AND GETTIN NOTHIN IN RETURN
IT`S STRESSIN AND DRAININ ME UP. I`M DRY`D. = [[

so i`m jus slackin ard at home, waitin for 3.30 to come. lols
den i`ll have to go get ready and head down to habourfront to
meet my dear lil baby = ]]

i`m so happy that i have good fwens dere for me durin this
period of time. i cun imagine myself goin thru all this alonee,
but i`m not goin too. baby and honey have been reali dere
supportin me, wid my decisions and providin me wid advises...
got a real hard thrashin from baby last night...
tellin me how much it`s not worth goin thru so much wen daa person
totally doesnt give a hoot..

but to me, it`s a 3yrs of fwenship aft all. if things could improve i reali
wun hesitate to give it another shot, thou i`ve got bitten uncount`d times..

*i hope you`ll reali understand and treasure me more if dere`s goona be
another chance to this fwenship. cuz if things were to happen lyk this once
again, den i`ll reali rather jus get myself hurt for daa last time and
reali let this fwenship go... cuz i`ve told you time&time again that i`m reali
very tired of this... i wun go and becum alonee, cuz i noe i still have
other fwens dere for me. even now at this moment, fwens have been great.
providin those necessary comfort i need...

mySWEETaddiction <3
1:55 PM.

Friday, August 19, 2005

sch scuk`d todae...
loads of stuffs happen`d and i felt real tired of it.
got back my chinese paper todae.
chinese >> 62/100
i`m so happy wid my results = ]]

Miss Adeline Tan Cai Yun >>
I HADD ENUFF OF TOLERATIN ALREADY.
I GUESS IT`S REALI TIME TO RECONSIDER OUR
FWENSHIP, YOU`VE BEEN OVER MY LIMIT FOR SO LONG.
YET I STILL CHOSE TO HOLD ON TIGHT TO THIS FWENSHIP.
BUT YET TIME&TIME AGAIN YOU STILL TOOK MY KINDNESS
FOR GRANT`D. I`M REALI VERY TIRED OF SALVAGIN THIS
FWENSHIP TIME&TIME AGAIN WEN YOU CUN BE BOTHER`D
AT ALL. I`VE BEEN TINKIN BOUT IT FOR SO LONG, IT`S JUS TIME.

not chattin much wid you todae jus made me stress-free.
i cry`d over our fwenship time&time again, but you still took
me for grant`d. wad more can i do to save it???
you cun be bother`d at all, whyy shld i alwaes be daa one salvagin it.
i`m alwaes dere wen you need`d me, have you eva ask`d yourself where
were you wen i need`d sumone dere...
isnt other fwens dere for me instead, arent they alwaes supportin me
instead of pourin a huge bucket of cold water onto me behind my back.
even if it`s daa endd of daa fwenship, i`ve got totally no regrets at all
cuz i noe that i`ve did my very best as a fwen to you...
shld you eva need me dere for you, i`ll still be dere. but you gotta noe
that nothin is gonna be daa same anymore...

wen to shop ard northpoint aft sch wid honey.
got a white top from belano, and head`d to LJS for lunch.
met jo`n aft that, she was in a state of confusion and need`d
sumone dere. so met and head`d to swensens to chat.
we wen home aft that, bathe and got ready den met her again
at yishun mrt station. head`d down to causeway to collect her hp.
wen to sunplaza aft that as she wan`d to head down dere.
i jus acc her, i was her`s daa whole dae...

am jus back home, as usual skip`d my dinner.
am not in a very good mood.
been stressin over my best fwen lately. which i`ve totally
wash`d my hands of from todae onwards..

SO HELLO TO MY NEW LIFE = ]]

It's what my heart says
That is what I listen to
It's what my heart feels
That tells me, tells me what to do
It's what my heart knows
That's the only, only truth I know is real
All I hear is what my heart says to me
What my heart says

I have never felt so sure about anything
You are the one, the one that I need
It doesn't matter what they think
Or what they say
I'm loving you anyway
They can't change the way I feel

mySWEETaddiction <3
7:40 PM.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

love could be easy if both does their part...
am i bein naive in believin that???
(questions herself time&time again)

got back my first paper todae, which is maths..
i shant sae that i`m dissapoint`d yet on daa other hand
i`m actually quite please`d wid it.
maths >> 27/35
hope to improve on my nxt test.

hadd onli maths, PE and poa todae,
daa other teachers werent here..
so it was more lyk a de-stress dae,
everyone was so slack`d.
wen to find ahkoh aft sch, need`d to show her daa trainin
plan that she wan`d...

head`d to 848 for lunch wid jiemei aft that,
and we start`d chattin bout r/s stuffs...
seriously, sumtimes i reali find guys hard to understand.
they alwaes wan us to change but yet dun provide us wid
sufficient time, how to change???
(not suanin my baby, it`s bout my fwens)

head`d back to sch for trainin aft that.
it was rainin so as usual, we did physical trainin.
but for lil while onli. den ahkoh decide`d to bring us to
daa hall for some relaxation exercise (yoga). lols.
freakin funny, stuffs that we did kept us laughin non-stop.
head`d to daa parade square for our last part before trainin endd`d.
we did our ball drills (passin)...

call`d baby wen i was at daa loo but he didnt sound...
so i guess i shant irritate him more??
chat`d lil while and hung up.
wen to cheers to get my chocs and cup noodle, jus in case.
not havin any appetite or cravins for food at daa moment.
daa chocs are jus suppose`d make daa last few hrs of my dae more joyful.

I MISS MY PRECIOUS ONE
= [[

jus gonna slack ard and jus waste my last few hrs of daa dae...
will be waitin for my precious baby to get home from sch = ]]

We'll be together till the end of time
Every night I'll kiss your body till your satisfied
And I'll never, ever let you go
Baby, I'm yours forever
So wrap my heart in your protection
Let my love be your affection
Just like the sea to the shore
Baby, I'm eternally yours

mySWEETaddiction <3
7:45 AM.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

YAYNESS TO DAA LAST PAPER!! = ]]

so i`m stress`d free for daa moment,
poa was ARGH... haha
i`ve memorise`d daa need`d format but once
i got daa Qns paper, my mind jus wen totally BLANK.

thanks to honey, she provide`d me wid ans for daa whole
Qns2 which i`ve got totally no idea how to do it.
cab`d home, bathe and pack`d and den cab`d to honey`s
hse.... wait`d for suling jiejie.
met at 12 and head`d to SENTOSA = ]]

tann`d and play`d ard...
but daa part wen we`re leavin scuk`d.
sumthin happen`d and it shatter`d my heart
into thousand pieces, bein dere but yet not bein able to help...
that helpless feelin inside
*IT KILLS, IT SLITS. SOBS SOBS = [[

delifrance`d wid honey at northpoint.
slack`d ard before headin home...

i`ve got my tann but onli lyk lil bit of it,
cuz we didnt have enuff time..
i guess i`ll be headin down again nxt week or
sumthin.. i reali need to get my full tann.

got home, and hadd a quarrel`d wid my dad.
DUN STRESS ME UP.
CUN YOU SEE I`M JUS STRESS`D UP ENUFF...
JUS LEAVE ME ALONEE!!!

suling jiejie >>
all i could do was jus lend my shoulder to you, it broke
my heart seein you go thru this tremendous emotional torture.
i noe exactly how you feel gurl, i`ve totally been thru it all.
thou it`s diff at parts but it HURTS daa same wae no matter wad.

daa fear haunts daa heart,
daa feelin scuk`d lyk shit.
hope`d you understand for all i wan`d was jus time spend wid you.
i felt selfish inside, i reali do
but other den soundin so mean..
i didnt noe how to confide to you.

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:00 PM.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

*DEPRESS`D

my baby didnt ans my call = [[

alrights, am back for a 2nd entry as i`ve forgotten
to blogg`d in wad i did aft sch...

cab`d home wid honey, we wen to trim our hair = ]]
den HOME SWEET HOME, bathe and got ready.
took my poa notes and left home.
and we cab`d to honey`s hse. daa idiot taxi driver took
a huge round ard yishun. waste`d our PRECIOUS TIME&MONEY.

we were late, met andy outside OCBC instead.
lols, we kept changin daa time&venue.
bus`d down to sem shoppin center. KFC`d for lunch
and start`d MUGGIN.

left at evenin and head`d to nothpoint.
honey and i got ourselves each a round black stud.
and we left for home, gonna go SHOPPIN soon = ]]

that`s all for todae.
TATA ppl.
loveLOVElove = ]]

mySWEETaddiction <3
8:25 PM.

been real stress`d up over daa COMMON TESTS.

>>1st dae of common test.
basically, tests daes scuk`d.
so dere isnt much to mention about...
maths was supposingly to be ok i guess, was able to
memorise`d all daa need`d formulas but kindah
got so stress`d that i wasnt manage`d to solve 2Qns aft
crackin my brain into THOUSAND pieces..

physics was.... how shall i put it!!!
hmmm... shall jus sae i did my best already..
geog scuk`d i shall sae. everyones jaw drop`d wen we
receive`d daa Qns paper. you basically jus dunno how to start.
but you jus got too, that was daa kindah feelin we were havin..
so everyone jus crap`d thru daa whole test, writin as long as we can.
dada korkor was damn ZAI kays, he didnt noe wad to write,
so he jus look`d ard and entertain`d himself thru out daa
whole 1hr, givin in a piece of paper fill`d up wid CRAPS.

*thanks laogong = ]]
i lurf`d daa surprise`d you gave. it`s so true, nothin is better
den jus seein and havin you by my side.
i felt so happy seein you, it was daa best present i could eva receive.
MUACKS MUACKS.

>>2nd dae of common test (todae).
eng, daa cloze passage was pwettie easy. hope to score
full marks for that section. daa "RECOUNTS" part jus made my
mind twirl`d. daa 1st&2nd Qns got my head spinnin lyk shit.
daa report writin... wasnt sure bout daa format but i try`d my best.

chi was freakin DFFICULT can. daa first thing wen i got my paper
was to scan thru it. guess wad, none were of my known knowledge.
stupid LU LAO SHI still can tell me daa format settin is similar to
our previous class test. *SLAPS RIGHT&LEFT CHEEK
thanks to dada korkor, he provide`d me wid ans for my paper.

chem was pwettie alright i guess. *prays hard
except for daa chemical formula part and daa part
where we`re suppoe`d to write out whether it`s a
acid, basic or amphoteric. lyk HELLO, we`re still blur bout it lah
and daa nxt thing you noe is that it`s gonna be test`d..

WEE TO TMR = ]]
IT`S GONNA BE OUR LAST PAPER, POA.
WE CAN DO IT GUYS, JUS 1MORE DAE TO GO.

will be enddin at 9am. so IT`S PARTY TIME. haha.
shld be headin down to sentosa.
yes yes, WE`RE GONNA TANN!!!
*prays for a great weather

i`ve been cast a magical spell.
to fall so greatly in lurf wid you, my baby

You are stuck in my heart
and we can go anywhere
whatever the reason you are so stuck in my heart
like counting a million stars
for that many reasons you are

deep inside i`m alwaes afraid it`s jus a dream
a wonderful dream that none would wana wake up from
it`s so real, so real to be true
but inside this lil heart, i noe it`s real
baby baby, i`ll nvr let you go...

mySWEETaddiction <3
7:50 AM.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

not a very good dae to be precise,
cuz i hadd to rush thru all my revision...
but yet a niceNICEnice dae too cuz my baby was here.

DAA EXAM IS STRESSIN US UP LYK SHIT!!!
*stress stress stress

and so, for daa first time baby came to my hse early.
met him at daa mrt station and head`d to northpoint to get
breakfast/lunch. we got ourselves lunch from LJS and
tea from daa pasar malum near my hse area..
basically got loads of food, was gonna chiong for our revision = ]]

study`d, slack`d and slept...
couldnt reali absorb`d anythin, but i`ve try`d.
so i`ll jus hope for daa best.
*prays real hard

kept takin loads of pics,
wid those funny lenses baby hadd in his phone.
most of them came out pwettie hilarious..
*my fav pic was daa one we kiss`d (it`s freakin sweet kays)

SADD NEWS = [[
i wun get to see him on mon&fri.
nxt meetin we`re gonna have is on sat.
but he`s gonna go sentosa first and i`ll be
meetin him at habour front.

I`M MISSIN MY TANN ALREADY = [[

I would never leave you
my love is for life
taking things for granted
was never my style

Just give a little love
say you'll never stop
Baby, I'll do anything to keep it going

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:15 PM.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

nothin much todae,
was satisfied enuff havin his company...
*loveLOVElove him loads = ]]

hadd tuition in daa mornin,
did 2 solid hrs of physics since my tests on mon
is gonna be on MATHS, PHYSICS & GEOG.
how pathetic, crammin 3subs in 1dae...
dun they noe that they`re jus STRESSIN us up.

baby was so sweet, and i reali mean SWEET kays.
need`d to study but sumhow my fwens dun seem
to have any SPARETIME for me this fwen here..
he came down to acc me study, did my physics
10yrs series and read thru lil bit of my geog...

i felt so badd, baby was suppose`d t leave at 10
cuz he has to rush for his project dateline..
but sumhow i felt tired and fell aslp on his chest.
woke up feelin so ps, and daa wae he look`d..
jus made my heart melt`d instantly = ]]

baby`s gonna come down tmr again, yes AGAIN.
cuz i reali needah complete my revision for my 3subs.
which so far i haven complete any yet...
*dieDIEdie-in in progress (laughs out loud)

chattin wid immelia jiejie and she quote`d sumthin
which to me, i seriously tink that it`s so TRUE.

Guys always drink when they lost their love
Girls always drink to remenber their past

Guys always want themselves to be the girl's first
love
Girls wants their guys to be their last love

Guys are always blaming girls when they are
penniless
Girls are always happy when they get gifts

Guys always drown themselves with other girls
when they are down
Girls always drown themselves with blames and
sadness when they are down

Guys treat girls as slaves when needed
Girls gives in to guys when they needed them

Guys always went away when they are tired of
the girl
Girls always waited faithfully for the guy whom
they loved

to me... i seriously tink that it is so true.
alright, it may not happen to all guys,
but seriously MOST OF THEM.
guys nvr fails to break one`s heart,
and by daa time they regret...
that broken lil heart is jus wae too hurt
to be mend`d again..

One thing I'm sure of is
that we will always be
Even though the road seems
to get a little rough
It's for you I live
I can do anything
And it will never be too much

Walk with me hand in hand
We help each other
understand how to go through
There will never be a day
that we'll grow apart
So we'll forever be
together hand in hand

mySWEETaddiction <3
11:59 PM.

Friday, August 12, 2005

hadd to stay back lil while as mr foo couldnt
finish teachin his eng syllabus in time..
daa whole class was havoc todae, everyone
seems to be in HIGH SPIRITS, as if daa
common tests has endd`d...

seems lyk onli andy and i are chiong-in thru
those weird questions...
idiot payah lebar didnt inform`d us wad to
study for our chem test!!!
wad a "GREAT" teacher we have here...

rush`d home and got ready,
did my hair treatment and pack`d my bag.
train`d down to clementi to meet gq.
cab`d down to nee ann..
yes yes, NEE ANN!!! to find my baby.
wen to their e-garage room, sat dere feelin
so lost. cuz i didnt noe anyone dere..

study`d lil bit cuz i was so stress`d up
that none of daa notes seem`d to be gettin in.
tests is on this comin mon,
it`s reali stressin me up,
drainin all my energy...

he wen to find his teacher and left me dere
wid gq... ppl dere were givin those weird looks.
his fwen saes that i look lyk a 18yr old.
I LOOK SO OLD!!! or shld i sae MATURE?
* sobs sobs

wen to westmall for BK and train`d back home..

nvr in my eyes
would you be imperfect
nvr in my mind
i`ll wana lose contact
my eyes shows me that you`re my perfect one
my mind tells me that i`ve not found wrg

cuz baby
i`ve set my eyes on you
and none others can take that awae

mySWEETaddiction <3
11:45 PM.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

LYK I`VE BEEN SAEIN ALL ALONG,
KEEP ME OUT OF THOSE PROBS.
I DUN WANA GET INVOLVE`D IN ANYTHIN.
ONE SIDE IS MY MUM, DAA OTHER IS MY DAD.

IT`S NOT AS IF MUMMY IS ASKIN YOU TO PAY
FOR DAA HOLI. MUMMY IS FORKIN OUT EVERYTHIN.
YOU FCUKIN TINK YOU`VE GOT DAA MONEY???
DUN ALWAES SAE YOU DUN HAVE ENUFF MONEY
BLAH BLAH BLAH...
I`VE HEARD ENUFF, SINCE YOUNG YOU`VE BEEN
SAEIN THAT. WEN WILL YOU STOP IT!!!

MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHIN IN DAA WORLD,
YES, I NOE WIDOUT MONEY,
EVERYTHIN IS IMPOSSIBLE.
BUT CAN YOU FOR ONCE DUN PUT THAT WORD
IN YOUR MOUTH. AND FOR ONCE SHOW ME REAL
FAMILY LURF WHICH I HAVEN FELT FOR LYK AGES!!!

HAVEN YOU TWO RUIN MY HAPPY CHILDHOOD.
CUN YOU TWO JUS GIVE ME SUM LURF FOR ONCE.
WIDOUT MY BABY ARD, I DUN TINK I`LL EVA
FEEL SO LURF ANYMORE.

JUS DO ME A HUGE FAVOUR.
KEEP ME OUT OF EVERYTHIN...

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:01 PM.

sch`s reali hectic todae...
hadd a new PE teacher which scuk`d lyk shit.

ms tan hadd jus left for cambodia, so did daa
whole grp of ppl involve`d in that project..
i reali wish to join`d them too but...
anyway to me, i reali do tink that it`s worth that
sacrifice. yuh, peeps may tink that i`m jus dumb.
but it`s still my final decision aft all.
guess i`ll jus wait till they`re back to update me on
wad great experiences they hadd dere..

so daa COMMON TEST are on nxt week,
which is freakin leavin everyone in a huge state of
mental stressness i must sae..
noe whyy. cuz most subs are not taught finish`d yet,
or those topics will be done teachin in a dae`s time..

so everyone is stressin over this.
i`m not sure how we`re gonna do it, cuz i guess
everyone will be doin real badly.
this term seems to be a real rushin one, topics taught
in VERY LIMIT`D time.

physics was a sure skip`d todae since ms tan is abroad.
was given a worksht which got us totally lost wen we saw it.
as for geog, we practically copy`d notes thru out daa whole
2periods not noein wad on earth we`re copyin.
and at daa endd of daa 2periods, mr alan jus left daa class.
yes, widout explainin wad we`ve been copyin...

GOOD LUCK PEEPS FOR COMMON TESTS!! = ]]

so trainin was oso given a skip`d at a last min thing.
ah koh decide`d that since common test are on nxt week,
we shant have any trainins todae.
and she chose to tell me last min, and expect me to
inform everyone wen I`M IN CLASS HAVIN LESSONS.

JIEMEI & TF KORKOR >>
HAPPY 1YR 5TH MONTH

my life seems empty widout you
my world seems colourless wen you`re not ard

So many nights, I'd sit by my window,
Waiting for someone to sing me his song.
So many dreams, I kept deep inside me,
Alone in the dark, but now you've come along.

mySWEETaddiction <3
8:25 PM.

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

yawns!!!

dead tired aft a long dae i hadd ytd.
chat`d and sort`d loads of my lil heart`s prob
wid baby till 3 in daa mornin...
havin your assurence was great but
sumhow it did threaten so much...

hesistate`d tellin you all of it at first, but
i guess it was time you noe how i was feelin
deep inside. i guess you reali needah noe,
that daa feelin was killin me...

it was great that we reali sort`d out that thingy.
i was glad that you didnt flare (as i thought you would).
my heart was goin DENG DENG DENG, i was afraid
i`ll be riskin too much tellin you how i felt all along.

i`m tryin my best to change for you,
but that selfish thing i`m alwaes doin..
i`ve explain`d and i guess you understand whyy now.

i`ll be spendin my whole dae,
slackin ard at home. since i`m not headin anywhere
todae. gotta mug already, tests are on nxt week..

baby baby,
my one&only.
you held me tight wen i need`d you,
i hope you`ll carry on doin that..
we`ll go thru thick&thin for our future
that is shinnin so brightly for us.

Life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end i wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

mySWEETaddiction <3
1:45 PM.

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SINGAPORE!!!

woke up and gave baby a mornin call
before rushin to get ready to leave home..
train`d down to boonlay and met guoqing,
as usual baby was late again. lols
was not alonee, thanks to immelia jiejie
i hadd company thru out daa whole journey.
*MY SISTA RAWKS MY SOCKS = ]]

we`re celebratin for guoqing, his belate`d birthdae
ytd, which he has spent wid wendy.
so we den train`d down to douby gourt.
treat`d him lunch at cafe cartel...
daa foods good but i couldnt finish.
so daa usual thingy, daa guys help`d me out..

head`d to town walkin pass daa president
hse [zhong tong fu] or sumthin.
drop`d by jiejie`s workplace, chat`d lil while abt stuffs.
i was heartbroken wen i saw her teary eyes,
she cry`d again cuz of him...

basically slack`d nearly daa whole dae in town,
walkin here & dere....
pop`d by baby`s godbro workplace and chat`d too..

head`d to daa padang and dere was so many ppl.
everyone was rushin and pushin.
to see daa fireworks you get wad i mean.
yes yes!!! DAA FIREWORKS = ]]

it was magnificient can.
daa colours, daa shapes it turn`d into,
daa crowds were yellin so much bringin up daa
lifeliness dere..
video record`d it, but i wasnt as good as headin dere
to see it yourself..

head`d to many bus stops in search for our 857.
but since daa route has change`d due to sum road
blocks, we were goin everywhere for our bus..
finally found our bus, wait`d so long for it..
bus`d home, it was a long journey.

it felt real good havin you jus beside me
daa whole world doesnt need to noe how happy i am
my happiness was brought by you,
yes you alonee, baby

mySWEETaddiction <3
11:52 PM.

Sunday, August 07, 2005

will be bloggin for ytd & todae since i was lazy ytd.

>> sat
hadd tuition in daa mornin,
rush`d home and bathe again for daa
2nd time in 2hrs... lols
hurry`d train`d down to boonlay on MY OWN.
was suppose`d to meet baby but as usual he was late again.
but wasnt reali on my own, i hadd immelia jiejie
on daa phone wid me thru out daa whole journey.

see... i`ve got suchah nice jiejie...
*you ppl shld be envyin me now. lols.

watch`d charlie&thechocolatefactory at baby`s
hse. his whole family was at home, but i spent
most of my dae dere in daa study room..
left in daa evenin as he hadd his class gatherin,
"quarrel" at his hse downstairs for 45mins...
lols, and it was freakin hilarious can.
stay`d up and wait`d till he was home at ard 12plus 1.

>> todae

was freakin tired and was intendin of havin
a good night slp... but hadd loads of ppl msgin me
in daa MORNIN, disturbin my beauty slp!!!

gave baby a mornin call at 10.30
he reach`d my hse at ard 1...
learnt "sumthin" new this few daes...
*muahaha muahaha

we`re havin a BIGGIE SECRET,
it`s between us.. so keep guessin ppl...
baby left for dinner wid his family,
as usual i`ll be jus slackin ard at home..

got slightly better frm my lost of appetite,
i`m startin to have my meals again but my pukin
thingy keeps comin back....

*you nvr fail to make my dae
you nvr fail to colour up my life

it`s you, yes you
my lurf, my one&only baby

mySWEETaddiction <3
7:05 PM.

Friday, August 05, 2005

my whole body is hurtin due to
ytd`s trainin...
my ass is hurtin lyk shit. lols.

was so tired that i decide`d to not
blogg`d last night, trainin was alright.
daa onli bigg matter was daa attendance.
onli 10 came out of 19. wth..
nearly half was MIA-in.

got punish`d by ah koh, thanks to those
ppl who came back late from our break.
which of course, daa whole team got punish`d
too.. did sprintin non-stop for 5-10mins.

sch was alright todae, felt slightly unwell
durin chi lesson, fell aslp..
honey was so nice, she help`d me took down
daa notes teacher was blah blah-in about..
kept feelin lyk pukin, my head was spinnin and
i felt so cold... i tink my body`s breakin down.

wen for lunch wid honey at northpoint,
was intendin to eat.. but once i caught sight
of food, my whole appetite turn`d down.
my intake for food has decrease`d rapidly,
but shant bother much, shall eat onli wen
my stomach starts to growl...

tmr`s gonna be a real busy dae for me..
gonna have tuition in daa mornin,
most prob goin to boonlay to find my baby and
will be goin MS for dinner wid derong and gang.

it`s good to be in your embrace,
it`s lovely to see you smile wide,
i hope this stays and we`ll hold each dae tight.

mySWEETaddiction <3
3:35 PM.

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

got shout`d by tf korkor in daa mornin.
freakin piss`d off, it`s not as if i did sumthin
wrg.. i`m not sumone for him to go ard shoutin at..
it`s over shant elaborate it, but freakin PISS`D.

saw ahbong, jerry, zheting and gang outside sch..
jerry and ahbong came askin whyy i was cryin,
didnt sae at all. jus told them nothin and walk`d off.
ahbong call`d askin how i was jus now,
chat`d and assure`d him that i was alright..

it`s great that we both hadd move`d on..
those memories still stays ard but it aint
gonna affect my baby and i.
glad to hear that you`re still keepin those stuffs
i gave in daa past.
it`s been almost a year of not contactin each other,
did sum catchin ups that dae...
glad that we both hadd found our TRUE LURF.

wen to sebastian`s hse wid honey,
wasnt in a good mood so ask`d whether we
could go play pool..
play`d till 5plus, took a bus to northpoint
and wen to daa nightmarket for a stroll..

haven saw my baby for 11daes...
o man, it`s so saddenin..
but he has project to rush, so good luck baby.
*muacks muacks
guess i`ll go down to boonlay to find him on sat,
since i`m not havin anythin on.

dere`ll nvr be a dae i`ll leave you
here all alonee in this scary world.
my arms are open wide jus for you alonee

mySWEETaddiction <3
7:15 PM.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

jus got home and feelin real itchy...

hadd poa test todae, which of course scuk`d lyk hell.
we`re goin lyk QUESTIONMARK thru out..
havin geog test tmr and i`m feelin so stress`d up..

haven been performin well for my studies...
i reali need sum push`s from you baby...
wan`d to go home to try and study my geog or
at least read thru... but i promise`d jiemei to stay back
wid her so.... no choice...

saw daa inter-hse bball match...
aft that wen to sum "secret place" of theirs..
that got us ITCHY ALL OVER...

that`s all i guess..
hope i manage to do well tmr...
*PRAYS REAL HARD

i miss you
in and out i`ve nvr stop at all
seein you smile in my dreams
and cuddle you tightly in my arms

mySWEETaddiction <3
7:05 PM.

Monday, August 01, 2005

back home early as i`m not meetin my baby..
he has project to rush you see.. lols.

sch was fun todae, except for daa part where
mr see shout`d at us, he got real piss`d...
i keep havin daa urge to go TANNIN & POOL-IN.
so my cheeky brain came out wid an idea..
and so since NATIONAL DAE is approachin,
we`ll be havin our 2dae holis..
so daa grp of us will be headin to sentosa again.
lyk WEEEEEEEEE alright..
since we didnt got to tann daa other time...

saw korkor todae aft recess...
and he was askin wad we shld play for PE on thurs.
he`s no ordinary korkor, he`s my PE teacher you see.
so meimei has got her advantages..
*MUAHAHAHA MUAHAHAHA
got bitten by honey todae, and it hurts lyk hell.
jiemei and i were lyk goin
OUCHHHHHHHH!!!! PAIN PAIN!!!!

we`re not havin trainin tmr so i guess,
i`ll either acc jiemei in sch to see her laogong bball
or i`ll jus head home to study my geog test...

and since i`m now home doin nothin
except online-in and watchin tv, i`m goona go
MUGG MUGG later. gotta hand in maths worksht
tmr or i`ll be BEHEAD`D by MR SEE K.H

I`ll be the harbor always there for you,
Baby I'll be the shelter that would shield you,
I'll be the loving light to light your way,
Honey And I'll defend you with my whole life

My mind is spinning round and around
There's something special I have found
Every time I close my eyes
All I can think of is you and me

mySWEETaddiction <3
3:10 PM.