More Than Words

Thursday, September 28, 2006

everything seems to be getting better except my cough and my voice.
it's so bad now that the guys are making fun of my voice.
goodness.
childish? totally!

anyway, i thought i will be fine after drinking lots of water till i get better but sadly, i dont seem to be getting anywhere near to recovery at all.
it's worse! i seem to be losing my voice anytime soon, how threatening.

was chatting with the girls during morning assembly and i broke down.
i seem pretty helpless esp. the fact that Ns are starting nxt mon,
i've been psychoing myself about ITE as an alternative and the girls are quite worried bout me having so much negative thoughts.
i seriously dont know, time has already ran out.
i feel like giving up cause i'm very tired.
would i even get a chance to get promoted with such acadamic attitude?
I'M TIRED, STRESSED AND VERY CONFUSED.
as much as i dont want to disappoint my parents and myself,
i've got totally no idea what to do with such lil time left.

i just got back home from visiting the doc, twenty bucks spent.
my cough syrup is in limegreen, unlike the usual dark brown ones
cause it isnt as drowsy due to my exams nxt week plus my antibiotics.
sighs =(
i really dislike taking medications unlike when i'm younger...

i'm feeling slpy again, i shall go rest now.

mySWEETaddiction <3
4:50 PM.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

i woke up feeling slightly better, at least my flu is gone.
it's just left with sore throat and a totally screwd voice of mine.

anyway, sch was exceptionally draggy today since we had to wait for mrFoo for a freaking long time after sch before he came for our remedial which was supposedly to start at 2 but he only came ard 2.40.
there was actually quite a few of us but after waiting for so long,
a few others actually ran off since they were very tired already.
what a long day we had.
oh yes, mrFoo was going through with us a report during lesson time.
it's something like i-forgotten-what-happened at a mall or something and all the onlookers did were to just look and do nothing bout it. out of no where, that thing that happened to me that very day just starting flashing in my mind.
i swear, i starting feeling very uneasy at that moment.

i just msged baby, and i'm very relieved after what he said.
i love you my boy.

mySWEETaddiction <3
4:20 PM.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

another tormenting day at sch it'll be.
my head is spinning,
my nose is jammed and leaking,
my throat feels superly sore and
my voice is totally screwd.

it's seriously getting me annoyed!
Ns is starting nxt week, freaking huh?
yes! totally!
the teachers have been very 'cooperative' lately,
trying their very best discouraging us, telling us that ITE suits us better.
seriously, not everyone can take such pressure.
as if i'm not aware that they're trying to motivate us but
i feel that they're just using the wrg way.
things ended up with lots of us being very discouraged and
thinking bout ITE as an alternative instead, just like me.
not that i look down on ITE ppl or what-so-ever,
i just personally feel that it's not that kindah enviornment i'm able to study in.

anyway, my head is seriously spinning the shit out of me.
if only Ns wasnt anywhere near soon,
i'll probably miss sch and take good care of my body =(
too bad weilin, accept it!
dont allow your body to control your mind!

mySWEETaddiction <3
6:25 AM.

Monday, September 25, 2006

[/*edited]
something struck me while i was having my sweet shower just now.
i'm not a perfectionist who wants everything to be perfect in life,
i know that it's quite impossible for everything to be picture perfect.
to me, i feel that i'm only a perfectionist when it comes to my relationship.
i want everything to go as planned, happily ever after kindah thing
and definitely a super romantic relationship with lots of surprises.

to think of it again, it's another impossible thing, for my relationship.
baby used to give me surprises and all but as time passes,
knowing the person better, ppl tend to just stop doing those.
afterall, it's just a mindset that all these small little things dont matter anymore, or rather not as much as the first few mths.
sadly, i still feel that all these tiny little things are very impt in a relationship,
it actually shows your love through all these small gestures.

actually, it's of what that had happened that i've started getting this feeling,
love yet i-dont-know-what either...
nvm, maybe i'm starting to think too much again.
i shall be a good girl and head to sch despite feeling terrible right now.
-

i'm finally back from sch, after feeling super sick the whole day.
my non-stop sneezing has caused my nose to be blocked,
and honey just had to imitate the way i speak.
it's freaking uncomfortable to speak esp. when my nose is blocked.

had lunch with honey at LJS while waiting for yisong,
who took forever to meet us at northpoint.
shopped ard looking for what to cook for lunch tmr cause honey and andy are coming over for another mugging session.
collected my chings chings from yisong and he walked me back home,
nagging at me throughout to head to the doc or i'll probably fail my Ns.

well, i've actually decided to officially start mugging for my geog today,
but i've got to give it a missed since i'm in no condition to mug at all...
AH CHOO...

mySWEETaddiction <3
4:20 PM.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

coughs, coughs, coughs...
i dont seeem to feel any better, but worse instead.
it's like i'm having slight breathing difficulties with my voice changing as and when it feels like, i even had to drag my ass out of bed for tuition this morning.

got back home and started talking to daddy while watching tv,
it's been ages since we actually had something to talk about without ending with a quarrel at the end of it.
anyway, daddy asked whether i would want to go for another x-ray again since my knee cap has what-seems-like a bulge.
baby was also trying to convince me ytd, worrying that i may have fractured my knee cap but i doubt it's as bad though, since i'm still as active as ever.
the only prob now is that i've got prob kneeling down,
it tends to hurt and i'll feel some kind of heat underneath.

i'm so starving right now, waiting for daddy to get my lunch.
was reading through past posts from baby's blog and
it actually sparked lots of wonderful memories.
though i seriously dont deny that he is so much better right now,
i still do miss those times when everything felt so right.
it still feels right though. what am i talking?! ohmygoodness.

okay, this shows that i'm running out of stuffs to update.
i shall catch my JapanHour...

mySWEETaddiction <3
1:20 PM.

Saturday, September 23, 2006

friday
happy 1st year anniversary my boy!
alrights, it wasnt exactly a very fun and enjoyable day so to speak.
first, while preparing to head out, my pendent actually flew out of my necklace to i-dont-know-where thus resulting in me not being able to wear it out.
so i ~~smartly~~ took out my favourite purple necklace and guess what happened nxt?
it just suddenly broke! i was going @$!&#%@&@^#@*&...
than, it was yisong not being able to pass me my chings chings to get my birkenstock
and nxt, i was calling honey and my phone had to jump into the basin,
onto a plate which is a quater filled with water.
what a supposingly happy day it was for me to start with.

so we went for two interviews which actually failed. BOOOO...
than we went to wheelock to get my birks but the pattern i wanted didnt have my size, so it was a walking-a-super-long-journey all the way to tanglin mall to get it since i asked them to reserved it for me.
afterwhich, we walked all the way back to Tangs to get baby's surprise.
it was super funny on our way back, papa wanted honey to get we-know-what and she agreed after much psychoing from me
but since the first shop didnt exactly had what she wanted, we decided to head elsewhere which in the end, turned out that she was too blah blah to get it, so poor papa had to get it himself...
when we got to Tangs, the polo-t he wanted was out of stock,
so i decided to chose the other t-shirt he liked but
than it didnt have his size either!
so i had to choose another one which i thought would suit him as much.

we headed over to lucky plaza for cheeken rice and than,
i suggested that we took a bus back home.
baby was happily unwrapping the surprise and i seriously felt so good to see his smile after he saw it.
thinking back, after walking so much till my leg has blisters,
it was all worth it. his smile was just everything.
plus, i got exceptionally lots of hugs&kisses too. *i'mma happy girl.
since 171 was as squeezy as usual,
we took 167 which we had to walk quite a distance before i got home.

today
woke up superly early cause my mum had to on the lights in my room at 5plus.
i was too tired to bother what on earth she was doing but than,
immediately after she left, i was so awake that i couldnt go back to slp.
my usuals of tossing&turning failed =(
looking up at the the ceilling blankly, i decided to head online first.

and than, it was over to baby's place for me to mug...
one qns of each for every maths topic plus two topics each for chem and physics.
godblessme.

i asked baby to try on the polo-t i got him ytd and my oh my,
he looks super cute in it, i'm serious.
he looks so cute the whole day and i couldnt stop cuddling him.
i'm like stoning in baby's room right now,
self-pitying myself cause i'm feeling worse and i've got tuition tmr.
my throat is worse, so much worser after me taking in so much heaty food.
first, it was like three packets of apollo choc cake and fried eggys and luncheon meat.
no one but to blame but myself. haha.
anyway, it seems like a pattern that i'm always ill during exams
esp. major exams! i'm nvr not ill once.
i still rmb one incident last year during EOY,
i was having a fever and i ended up crying in the middle of my maths paper cause my brain was practically jammed and i couldnt seemed to solve any darn qns.

yawns.
i'm still slpy after slping in baby's bed for an hour or so,
if only i can be forever slping with him by my side.
how nice it would be... *starts dreaming away...

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:05 PM.

Thursday, September 21, 2006

i've been mia-ing lately,
cause i've been too busy and lazy to update.

three times a week tuition, every alternate days is killing me.
with piles of homwork the teachers are still giving,
time for myself is just getting lesser as days pass...

i felt very dumb at an instant when i realised that i had actually wore my track shorts for PE today but i had actually forgotten to bring my PE t-shirt.
so i was practically doing nothing during PE today except,
replying those random msges from baby and laughing at the guys.
they were playing street soccer if i'm not wrg,
with one after another's shoe flying in the air after balls are kicked.
it's darn hilarious cause their shoes just kept flying everywhere.
the rest of the day was just boring, seriously.

met up with yisong and his friend, desmond,
after sch to collect honey and my rackets,
which we dumbly left it in his bag after gym last fri.
honey went off with diana while i accompanyed the two guys for lunch at 925 and i was whining non-stop cause the weather was freaking hot and they still chose to go to 925.
so i did lil bitsy bit of maths while they had their lunch and
our conversations throughout were also very random.
yisong and his usual cocky self,
everything he said could be linked to why he turned out like this today,
which at the end of the day, blames me for not accepting him that time.
since i accompanyed them them for lunch,
he in turn had to accompany me back home, which he did =)

anyway, i shall stop now.
i've got to study for my physics and chem test later.
andand, i seriously cant wait for tmr!

mySWEETaddiction <3
3:30 PM.

Monday, September 18, 2006

i shall update a quick post before i continue my show.

we finally got back a few of our prelim results today,
seriously speaking, i'm very disappointed with my eng result.
other than that, i'm satisfied with the rest i got back today.
i've nvr passed chem, so i'm glad that i've improved while
i totally did the whole poa paper myself, improved too. haha
as for my geog paper, i totally screwd it so no point saying much.

eng - 40/80(paper2)
chem - 32/50
P.O.A - 35/100
geog - 19/50

went to get some stuffs from popular after sch,
another small surprise installed for him.
though i was very upset ytd, things are cleared and over now.
happily as ever =)
started on my tiny surprise the moment i got back home,
and it's done and ready to be given to my baby, on fri that is.
i cant wait!

i totally lost my appetite now that my menses is here.
i'm wondering why i've been feeling the pain only from last mth onwards,
i used to feel nothing but it got so diffierent since...
it'll hurt like hell and my tummy would cramp,
making me feel like dying instantly.
thanks a million to weili's pink tablet this morning or i would probably have called my dad to fetch me home.
i used to laugh at how ppl would just skipped sch just because their menses are here, and i totally understand the pain their feeling throughout now.
it's horrible!

i shall go watch Oprah now.

mySWEETaddiction <3
6:00 PM.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IMMELIA SIS.

it's advisable to stay really far away from me right now,
i'm currently fuming, just like a timebomb ticking away.

it wasnt easy cracking my head thinking bout what to get for our first yr anni, well he just had to spoil everything.
every single fucking thing i had installed just for him,
a ~~surprise~~ that it was supposed to be.
a surprised that cost me ard a mth of saving and a whole lot of planning.
fine, it's no longer a surprise and i no longer look forward to that day.
what's a surprise when the other person has already decided to spoil it.
the amount of time thinking of what to do and whatever it was supposed to be to make it a memorable day.

isit really that difficult to just appreciate what i had installed?
i guess maybe it was, it was just too difficult.
i wanted so much to surprise him with the top he longed to get,
hoping with nothing else other than his smile when he opens it.
it wasnt even easy,
when i had bad experiences twice when i got him tops.
he doesnt even wears it,
it's just too small when it's already the largest size i could find.

i may sound really harsh right now,
but can anyone understand how hurt i'm feeling right now?
it was meant to be a surprise.

no matter how mad i am towards him, i'll nvr stop loving him.
it's just that i've been planning for quite sometime and now...
it just hurts.

mySWEETaddiction <3
4:50 PM.

Saturday, September 16, 2006

friday
yeah! the prelim is finally over and done with.
our last paper, maths paper1,
a few said that it was easy and some others thought that it was quite difficult. as for me, i thought that it was a mixture both though.
the tricky ones were really tricky,
and i seriously have no idea what they were actually asking.
anyway, it's over so no point brooding over it.

headed to the gym with honey, andy and yisong and
we even booked a badminton court for two hours.
so it was gyming for an hour before two straight hours of badminton
and back to the gym for another hour or so before leaving.
though we were pretty dead tired and hungry at the end of the day,
it was very relaxing since the exams had actually burned our brains.
left ard 4 and we headed over to 848B for food,
and went straight back home after.
washed up and rushed out, met baby at town and he was late again.
yisong was sweet enough to crap with me till baby arrived,
he and his non-stop nonsense and going praises of himself.

on our way to wheelock's sakae,
i saw my cousin standing right behind me and i had a shock of my live.
was pestering bout only-we-know-what and luckily, he finally agreed.
since sakae was as crowded as ever,
we decided to give it a missed again
and headed over to paragoon's TCC.
we shared beef stew and fried cheeken pieces and
my all-time favourite dessert, chocolate fondue.

took a bus back right after dinner and we have lots of fun.
shant elaborate, we both know we had lots of fun.

today
woke up at 7, freaking early and i was still dead tired.
washed up and headed over to my uncle's funeral,
everyone gathered and paid our last respect and all...
was holding on to my tears the whole time until the very last time we got to paid our respect, everyone just broke down.
it was a very emotional day for all, my uncle was a very nice man.
my aunt broke down so many times and at that moment,
i just couldnt controlled anymore and finally broke down too.
i guess the worst part of it was to see my uncle's body get cremated.

accompanyed my aunt back to her place before we left for lunch.
everyone is indeed very tired and drained today.
while i'm updating everyone at home is fast aslp,
getting some rest before our belated birthday dinner for mummy tonight.

mySWEETaddiction <3
4:35 PM.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

it is shocking to receive the news from my cousin.
my uncle, whom i'm not very close with passed away last night.
it's so sad to hear,
though i was nvr close to him other than seeing each other during CNY every yr but my cousin is taking his Os this yr and i guess that this has hitted him real hard.

it's been yrs since i last went to a funeral,
i've nvr liked attending funeral cause
i nvr like knowing the fact that someone a part of my life is leaving me.
it may be better now that he has left,
rather than going through so much pain undergoing chemothraphy...

i'm having mixed emotions right now,
i really dont know how to react that the fact my uncle just left us like that.
i'm nvr close to my dad's side since young,
i hardly have any memories with my uncle,
other than our yearly CNY family gatherings...
MAY HE REST IN PEACE UP THERE IN GOD'S KINGDOM.

this is life and no one is able to stop it,
when the time is up, no one can stop God from receiving you.
the least everyone can do is to just treasure the ppl ard,
regardless whether you like them anot.
it's just life that some ppl are not accepted in some ways or another
but no matter how much i dislike certain ppl in my life,
there's no doubt that i'm grateful that they are a part of my life,
they have impacted my life in some ways unknowingly.

i've nvr chatted with my cousin this long before,
somehow though it's sad but this has drawn us closer too.
he was imagining a huge hse where all of us as a family stays,
seriously i will very much love that idea.
but well, with such thing as quarrels in this world,
it's just difficult for so many families staying together under one roof.
*starts dreaming of a very beautiful hse with everyone in it
can you believe it?
they are even quarreling over which coffin to get. goodness.

i treasure my best friend more than anything,
for she has stand by me through my toughest times.
a best friend like honey, isnt one you can get everyday.
it's hard to get a friend who'll stand by you through thick&thin, i'm very proud to say that no matter how many quarrels we've been through, nothing has changed the fact that i love my bestiie to bits&pieces.
girl, that's why i treasure you more than anything else =)

anyway, plans are definitely changed now.
will not be able to meet baby this sat cause i've got to attend the funeral.
than again, i cant wait to see all of my cousins.
we only see each other once a yr during CNY which is very insufficient due to everyones very busy schedule.

YOU'LL NVR BE FORGOTTEN BY US.
REST IN PEACE =)

mySWEETaddiction <3
2:25 PM.

Monday, September 11, 2006

the first prelim paper for this week is finally over with,
another 4days more to go before prelim is finally over and
awaiting for that BIG day to come.
the paper sucks totally cause i didnt exactly studied for it anyway.
the topics that i concentrated on didnt even come out.

we were actually supposed to carry on with our lessons after the paper but due to we-dont-know-what, we were able to go off.
the whole class was puzzled but being superly kiasu,
everyone practically ran out of the class almost immediately.
the other sisters went to find mrJoseph while honey and i headed to northpoint since we think that looking for him is totally useless.
walked everywhere and since we didnt felt like having fast-food,
we had our breakfast at delifrance while we slacked and chatted.
went to get my hairbands since mine broke ytd,
afterwhich we headed to cold storage to get pasta and ingredients.
since honey and andy are coming over to study on wed,
i decided to cook them a meal while we study our ass out together.

i doubt i'll be updating as frequently this week since i'll be very busy slogging but i'll try to update as&when i'm free.
till then, GOOD LUCK MY FRIENDS.

i shall start studying for chem anytime soon,
soooooo many chpts but too little time =(

A*Teens-Heartbreak Lalluby.
i personally think that the lyrics is very meaningful.
exactly how i felt when baby wasnt ard with me for that six mths.
a very suitable song for someone who just got out of love.

mySWEETaddiction <3
2:00 PM.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

friday
bus down to kovan to immelia's place,
slacked while waiting for her to get ready and
i became her live size barbie.
afterwhich, we had lunch over at heartland and headed to little india.
it was of so much fun with our non-stop laughter and sarcastic jokes.
it was than over to town to collect her pretty dotty dress,
and we were back in little india to meet her dad.
we were so tired out at the end of the day.

oh yes.
i forgotten to mention that immelia's second bro is my new found bf.
he is ultimatly the cutest guy ever. opps =x
i'm serious!
his like the second aaron aziz from CintaQ (is that the correct spelling?)

i was waiting for the train at douby when i didnt felt like going home.
called mummy and went over to her office and waited for her,
the security guard was so funny.

S.G: you're born in the year 90? (looking at my ic)
me: yupps.
S.G: so how old are you?
me: i'm sixteen.
S.G: wow.. you dont look like 16 at all.
me: smiles

saturday
woke up at 7 feeling super tired and sickly.
tossed ard in bed and i got up and went online for time to pass by.
got ready ard 9 and trained down to boonlay,
bought our breakfast from JP and headed over his place.

lots of slacking since there wasnt much to do either,
we even took a nap and i started cam whoring in bed.

watched A Girl Next Door before baby drove me home.
immelia reached a lil while before i left,
i felt rather awkward seriously and i didnt even dared talk to her but
just before i left, we chatted lil bit cause daryl was in the bathroom. haha

met up with baby in the evening again for dinner cause he had to get dinner for his granny before he could meet me again.
headed over to town and my tummy was killing me throughout.
settled down at TCC cause i was dying any time soon,
had our dinner and we shopped ard before leaving town.
the day didnt exactly turned out great in a way,
i got pretty upset over a certain stuff that happened on our way home.

it totally sucks to feel totally helpless when baby is down,
i wish i could do something to make him feel any better.
ytd was practically the worst day of baby's life,
a series of unfortunate events happened for him.

we parked the car somewhere and we had a heart-to-heart talk,
it feels great esp. to hear what baby told me.

me: i envy you alot.
baby: envy me? why?
me: cause you're so lucky to have a happy family.
baby: you can also be part of my family, you can call them daddy&mummy too.

it was what he said that got me so emotional,
nvr would i thought that this would come from him.
i couldnt even controlled the tears that was flowing non-stop.

today
tuition was last min cancelled by sharon,
so i got a few extra hours in bed before i could no longer fall aslp.
while having my breakfast,
daddy told me that we'll be celebrating mummy's brithday nxt sat.
i was so fucking pissed off,
i already have my plans to celebrate immelia's birthday.
i'm feeling so darn guilty right now that i've got to cancel it with her.

i totally hate it when mumm starts planning everything without consulting us, it isnt like my life only revolves ard her.
at least respect me and ask whether i'm free so i can make changes,
not plan ever darn thing already and expect me to show up.
gosh, i feel like i'm gonna explode any moment.
supposed to catch a show with them later but i'm too pissed to go now so i shall stay at home and do my own stuffs.

through the days ahead i'll think of days before

you made me hope for something better and made me reach for something more

mySWEETaddiction <3
11:25 PM.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

i'm up and finally awake feeling still quite lost somehow.
the exams have been causing me to feel so tied up without any extra space for me to breathe.
it isnt that i'm darn good in my studies and
i'm like mugging the shit out of myself but instead, it's totally the opposite.
my studies totally sucked to the core and
i'm wondering what's gonna happen if i'm not promoted.

i really do feel very helpless.
no one wants to fail in a national exam,
what more with the extra spice bout retaining. optional though.
god knows what i've myself into for not paying attention in class.
to think that Ns is in another 3weeks time,
and if i'm being tested now, i totally know nothing about my books at all.
i wish i had a solution, but whenever i get myself into such shit,
and totally clueless bout what i've got to do, i tend to get quite suicidal.
*weilin. you just got to work hard for now. just 3weeks more!

i've been trying to be the sweetest gf ever to my baby,
getting up really early in the wee morning just to give him his morning call.
than getting to bed after that but getting up a few hours later.
i mean, that's the most i'm able to do since we're both living at different ends of s'pore and only try get to see each other at least once a week.
he seems to be busier now that he's adapted to the new environment at the office,
taking even longer hours to reply my msges.
i shld be a more understanding gf and not give him anymore nonsense =)

anyways, nothing much have been happening.
it's more like going to sch for exam - home - tv - food - online - on the phone.
immelia isnt exactly in the best times of her life right now,
so i've been trying to ring her up almost everyday. the most i could do.
though i'm not exactly in her shoes, experiencing all those shits but i totally understand how lost she's feeling when everything just seems to be falling out of place.

alright, i shall go ring her up now.

mySWEETaddiction <3
12:10 PM.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Ns chinese and SS paper is finally over,
a huge rock off me for a day before i start mugging crazily again.

i'm darn sad to say that i totally screwd my SS paper ytd,
everyone thought that merger&separation had the slightest chance on coming out again since it came out last year.
dammit!
it came out again, to think that most of us had concentrated our ass on countries divided.
i practically stoned for a ~~good~~ 15mins before i started the paper.
time is the most precious thing in an exam,
yet i actually stoned for so long.
i was on the verge of crying right there, in the exam hall.
SEQ was a 25marks section and i doubt i can even score half of it.
the worst thing ever was that i was totally clueless bout the SBQ, 25marks too.
i was satisfied with my marks for SS prelim, 30/50. what a miracle.
but i guess, i wont have a chance to get promoted.
shld i start planning for ITE or shatec now? confusion.

chinese paper2 was also screwd.
i actually ansed those qns without having any idea what they were asking,
i even asked the examiner what was the instruction asking.
my chinese is getting from horrible to very horrible.

i shall be a really good girl today.
after watching my show, a rumor of angels,
i shall start studying for my geog.
there's like a pile of it to be studied and i doubt i even have enough time,
i better start on my favourite chpt tourism first...

my poor babyboy is sick, down with flu and a bad thraot.
so after i gave him his morning call, he decided to skip work today.
intended to visit him but since he isnt up yet and will not anytime soon,
i gave that idea a missed.
i hope my baby recovers soon, my heart aches to see him always sick.
i love him to bits&pieces. muahs

it's really anoying to know the everyones prelim is over except us.
they have much more time to prepare for Ns unlike us,
we've got the rest of our prelim papers the whole of nxt week.
right after that,
it's gonna be mugging even crazier for Ns in another 2weeks.

GOD, PLS WATCH OVER US.
the amount of stress is no lesser than those who're sitting for their Os.
it's so stressful that i feel i'm on the verge of breaking down,
with the fact that i'm nvr good in academically wise as others.
everyone will say, as long as you work hard, it'll pay.
i wish i had worked hard earlier, but it's too late to regret now.
if only i had a second chance to work harder nxt year for my Os, if only.

mySWEETaddiction <3
3:00 PM.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

thursday
super fun day, esp. since it was teachers' day and we had half day.
the first 2hrs was spent rotting in class until we decided to revise
through our SS notes given. it was raining cats&dogs and
our first part of the day, our big walk cum inter-hse run was cancelled.
afterwhich, we had a fabulous time in the hall watching the performance.
well, the best part was actually the short drama and dance the teachers did. it was so sweet of them,
they were actually performing for us as a surprise.
everyone definitely love that surprise.

rushed home and got my ass to hougang, immelia's place.
accompanyed her mum to tupperware and cab over to eunos.
we were so high throughout, the outcome of sniffing in too much paint.
after we were almost done for the day at ard 8,
we headed over to bugis for dinner and also for sis to find a dress.
someone's birthday is coming =)

friday
i'm the happiest girl on earth today.
met up with dasao to mug at cck,
it wasnt very productive cause i was stuck at a point and
didnt knew which topic i shld start first.

i was like stoning at one point cause i had a flash of deja vu
and dasao was laughing when she saw me stoned.
i had dreamt bout the same senario before and it suddenly flashed past.
baby was super-duper sweet to the core.
he came to look for me at cck,
as i hopingly requested since he was doing nothing at home.
on his way down,
dasao was having cravings for lucky plaza's cheeken rice.
so we took a bus down to lucky plaza and played pool after dinner.
baby and i were cam whoring throughout our pool session,
super fun cause i was teasing baby causing him to be so distracted.

today
was woken up by baby's msg at 6.30,
afterwhich i was stoning till he came to fetch me at 10plus.
accompanyed him for a haircut first before getting roti prata as our branch and headed over to his place for more slacking installed.
i was afraid of only-we-know-what and
he couldnt stop scaring me till i started tearing.

a very short day spent together today,
left his place at two and he drove me back.
i shall close one eye and look on the positive side,
i'll get my whole day date with him nxt week instead.

it's getting ~~fucking~~ irritating,
i dont seem to be studying as hard for my SS paper as compared to my prelim.
that's so not a good news pls.
it's so stressful to be stuck at so many topics and
totally not having any idea which i shld start at first.
BOOOO...
ppl, wish me luck!

i shall upload those pics when i'm free.

mySWEETaddiction <3
6:50 PM.