Saturday, December 25, 2004
after the countdown... we`re jam in the middle... and everyone was sprayin lyk crazyy...
so we wen into cine to wash-up. dear dear had to meet his fwenx le haiz... so left the few of us...
so we had no transport at all bobian we walk all the wae from town to esplanade.
haha alot of my fwenx tink tat we`re crazyy man.
den we`re at esplanade fer quite sumtime.. den met 3other fwenx dere too. so they were hungry so we walk to lau pa sa... hehe den after eatin we walk bac to esplanade again.
we`re dere till 7+.. cuz we wan`d to see the sunrise...
after tat took a train home so sleepy man. once reach`d yishun we wen to eat mac le den wen home.. reach`d home le bathe and sleep...
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10:57 PM.
Friday, December 24, 2004
it`s christmas eva... wen out wid joel, suling, justin, tan fon & dear dear. we wen to jalan kayu
eat roti prata... hehe den after tat we wen to animal reasort, but before we reach`d animal
reasort we walk so far in man... soooooooo hot.. hehe but damn fun man. saw so many animals.
soooooo cute. hehe.
after animal farm we wen to great world to watch kungfu hustle.. but before the show we wenta eat chicken rice... yummy.
the show is reali nice.. so funny man.. the show end`d at 9+. so after the show we wen to town..
o man it was a total chaos man... everyone sprayin here and dere...
shit, among all my fwenx i`m the first to kena spray man.
haha. so joel, justin & tan fon wen to buy the foams to..
and endd up sprayin everyone... the nite was reali fun man...
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8:42 PM.
Friday, December 17, 2004
dear dear had his postin results le. he`s goin to go ACJC. joel dey all can see tat dey`re reali
scared bout their results. but so happy fer tham cuz dey made it.
dey sure can one whole dae study so hard not lyk me.. haha.
wen yishun 10 to watch the movie "christmas wif the kranks" over all nice show, very funny too. haha we keep laughin. but dere`s sum part reali very borin.
after movie pei dear dear to the mrt station cuz he has to go back. after tat we wen to 925 fer
dinner. had chicken rice... 925 famous chicken rice... yum yum... hehe.
after tat wen home chat online and watch`d tv..
over all dae was ok till i reach`d home didn`t feel well. stomach keep hurtin and it was damn pain. dear dear was saein tat it was the side effects of me dietin though i agree`d part of it but it still hurts. haha.
too pain le not goin to write..
mySWEETaddiction <3
8:46 PM.
Thursday, December 16, 2004
nothin happen`d at all... watchin tv and rottin awae the whole dae..
dear dear couldn`t come out so i decide`d to stay at home and pei him chat the whole
dae... so whole dae infront of the com... keke.
mySWEETaddiction <3
4:44 PM.
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
jia yan jie jie`s birthdae todae... goin fer her calet later but first goin to meet dear dear
at bishan. den me, jie jie, dear dear & justin will go to whitesands shoppin mall to cloolect jia yan jie jie`s cake...
we took a mrt to city hall den we change`d into a taxi so faster. after collectin the cake we took taxi again to the chalet... wee so many ppl... so fun..
dear dear was so aniti cuz he doesn`t noe anione dere but slowly he kinda get use`d to them too. thought tat he`ll feel unconfortable but after he left he msg`d me saein tat my fwenx are not dao at all... hehe wen i heard tat i was damn happy cuz my fwenx are reali fun.
left the chalet at 8pm+ gonna 9pm le.. took the shutter service den took the mrt home... over all a great dae... winkx*
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9:35 AM.
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
woke up early todae cuz had an appointment to rebond my hair... so happy.
wenta meet joyce jie jie at my house downstairs first den ate breakfast at the coffeshop. wee set off to the shop le... reach`d dere had to trim my hair first to wadeva style i wan`d den rebond...
sit dere fer freakin long... but nvm worth it cuz i wan`d to rebond one...
sat from 9am+ to 2pm+ damn long ritex... muahaha..
our ass was hurtin lyk crazyy man...
haha... once finish`d jie jie wen home and i wen home too... got home on the com, chat on the fone wif dear dear. den had to do sumthin to chat`d on msn den i wen offline fer awhile.
but soon we`re chattin on the fone again.
blah blah blah... my dae ends wif chattin on the fone wif dear dear... muahahax...
mySWEETaddiction <3
9:33 PM.
Monday, December 13, 2004
wen to town wif dear dear, he was late again.. haha. damn cute man he.
wen to cine to get "without a paddle" the tickets den wan`d to go to far east to shop fer jie fu the x`mas present wif jie jie. but haha too bad, wen gonna reach le it suddenly rain`d.
so no choice we wen to taka cuz cannot leave tat buildin ma.
wee!!! rain stop`d le wen to heeren to take neos. dear dear didn`t wana take de but he took in the end cuz he sae i happy jiu hao le.
-[dear dear thanx fer alwaes accomodatin me, i noe it`s not easy either. sowwie fer alwaes makin you come and find me. and takin so much trouble jus to meet me]-
after tat we wenta watch the movie. the funny thing is tat the 3 of us watch`d it b4 alreadyy... haha. the show was nice and reali funny.
wen to far east after the movie but on the wae dere saw ken kor kor. he was sellin dunnno wad kinda tickets to den ask me to buy. haiz... pocket got hole le lar but in the end i still bought it fer him.
reach`d far east we wen to take neos again den dear dear was lyk again ar... i dun wan lehz..
so i was take la pls... hehe but in the end i sae`d ok nvm if you dun wana take
but he still took it in the end...
wen to ate sumthin dear dear jiu go home le...
sobx sobx... :((
pei him to the bus stop den me and jie jie wen to j8 to search fer our 2 dear dear x`mas present.
HIS THE BEST, WO AI NI 1314!!!
mySWEETaddiction <3
4:22 PM.
Sunday, December 12, 2004
woke up damn early todae cuz had to reach sch fer the carnival thingy..
heaven wasn`t helpin cuz it kept rainin... even wen we reach`d the place of the carnival, it was still rainin. so no choice we did our warm-up in the rain. the rain was heavy till moii whole shoe was wet, but luckily i brought moii slipper to change...
didn`t felt well halfwae through the carnival but had no one to sub moii so had to carry on.
over all the carnival was alrite. after tat we wen to long john to eat den wen to meet dear dear at j8. was wif joyce jie jie and ai hui jie jie too. in j8 sian till reali nothin to do. so we wen to causewae to to watch "the incredibles" after tat dear dear pei moii home den he wen home...
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6:45 PM.
Saturday, December 11, 2004
woke up early cuz haf to go to moii sista house to take care of her kidz... wen i got dere i wenta
play wif them and took care of them... lunch time wen lunch wif them too...
everythin was fine till wen i was goin home.. moii sista gave her fcukin attitude to moii...
she`s supppose to be grateful fer moii comin instead of givin her attitude... hack her larx...
not gonna go her house le.. so piss`d off. wen to meet william at admarity station... den we no wher to go so we wen to northpoint to roam about. we wen to burger king cuz he was starvin.
i was on diet so i jus sit dere see him eat... haha he was lyk eat lehz you see moii eat i very pai sei de lehz... muahaha. but i still didn`t eat.
saw shan shuan and desmond wif their group of fwenx dere too... sae`d hi den continue talkin wif willam. soon we left. had no wher to go and i still didn`t wana go home..
so we wen to sit at a playground near moii house.
we`re sittin and talkin... den wen reach`d moii house dere le i kinda felt he wan`d to tell moii sumthin and i too wan`d to ask sumthin but we didn`t in the end...
he ask`d moii on the fone instead wen we`re smsin each other...
WEE!!! LURF HIM SO MUCH....
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9:44 PM.
Friday, December 10, 2004
wen to meet joann jus now cuz we very long never see other le, so much things to catch up wif each other. so happy chit-chat`d fer so long at sembawang the MOS, we had our lunch dere too.
so happy fer her cuz she has foundd him. hope he`ll make her happy and will not hurt her...
we bitch`d so much bout peewee, elieen etc... haha... we`re lyk bitchin non-stop. lol..
den bout 2pm+ 3 lyk tat her dear dear came... so dey wen to causeway to catch a movie...
she`s reali crazyy watch`d the "shark tale" fer 5times alreadyy and she still wana watch it...
so i`ve no wher to go and didn`t wan to be their light-bulb so i decide`d to go home.
wen i got home things were as normal.... den dunno wad on earth happen moii parents quarrel`d and i got scold`d fer no damn reason.
den was talkin to ben dan but i was angry wif my parents and i kinda gave him attitude. i sae`d sowwie to him but he wen offline. reali didn`t mean to be lyk tat, i`m reali stress wif things goin on wif moii parents...
-[ben dan: i`m reali sowwie. i noe tat i was wrg to be lyk tat. hope you`ll forgif moii.
wen you sae`d tat i was bein mean and badd i was reali sadd. cuz i didn`t mean to be lyk tat to you. i`m sowwie. :(( ]-
so bloody stress`d up wif the carnival alreadyy den now moii parents.
LEAVE MOII ALONE, JUS LEAVE MOII ALONE.
THIS HOUSE DOESN`T LOOK LYK ONE TO MOII.
STOP GETTIN MOII INVOLVE`D IN EVERYTHIN YOU TWO DO.
I`M SO SICK OF IT ALREADYY. LET MOII HAF MOII OWN LIFE......
`countin down fer the carnival
[2 more daes more to go]
mySWEETaddiction <3
5:30 PM.
Thursday, December 09, 2004
woke up early cuz haf trainin todae. wen to yishun mrt station meet joyce jie jie den
meet moii jie mei at khatib. den we wen fer trainin together. jie mei alreadyy wen to rebond her hair le looks nice on her too. moii and joyce jie jie gonna go rebond after the carnival.
cun wait fer tat dae to come.
the start of the trainin was ok. but alison reali screw`d up. kinda piss`d wif her too.
she throw the ball so high and no one was able to get it. den i told her to throw lower, she threw so low it`ll as if it was a chest pass. piss`d cuz wen we`re trainin stratagy den she was gettin violent lo. wth... we`re a team man wads wrg wif you. den i told dina i`m not playin le. den wei li wenta sub moii.
we`re talkin bout sumthins den ifa was lyk "wei lin, if you reali wish to be a shooter go fer it. prove yourself." after hearin this i decide`d tat i`ll jus do moii best...
wee!!! so happy at last teacher saes she`s lettin moii be the shooter... so happy but kinda sadd too cuz alison kinda not happy... jie mei was lyk aiya hack her la... hehex...
`countin down fer the carnival
[3 more daes more to go]
carnival is this sundae ler. prayy tat we`ll get into second round...
N.B.S.S netball team --> we rawkx!!!
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3:45 PM.
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
had chee kueh fer breakfast. den wen online to play pool.
todae i`m reali crazyy manx... online play pool fer about 5hrs. madd ritex...
made a new fwen too. she`s an adult though but she`s from US. she told moii tat she has two son.
gosh her eldest son is reali cute... he`s two yrs my junior... he`s reali reali cute....
the thing is he doesn`t even look lyk 12yrs old... he looks lyk 15yrs old...
moii: does your sons haf hotmail too??
her: nope but i can make fer them
moii: haha... nah it`s ok...
so farni... she was lyk your 14yrs old... kewl... moii son will go crazyy fer you...
hahax... but her elder son is reali cute serious...
so whole dae on the com... parents were naggin and naggin aiyoo...
moii ear needs a rest larx... muahahax...
`countin down fer the carnival
[4 more daes more to go]
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9:00 PM.
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
mornin woke up at 9am+ cuz it was rainin outside and i was in the air-con room.
so cold and i was freezin in moii room. so woke up and sat on the sofa and stare`d into space.
hahax den moii mummy wen to mac to get moii and moii sista breakfast. *yum yum*
we had hot cakes. so while waitin fer moii mummy to get home i was online but no one pei wo chat. so i wen offline.
the breakfast was great though it was onli hot cakes.
after breakfast wen to moii parents room to watch vcd. holidae is bored. real BORED.
watch`d 2 diff kinda show. one of the shows name is "spice gurls" and
the other was "moii spy dad"
the carnival comin le. hope everyone will do their best ba.
`countin down fer the carnival
[5 more daes more to go]
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3:20 PM.
Monday, December 06, 2004
i`m so tired but moii gastric hurts tryyin to sleep but cun seem to fall asleep.
haiz no choice so i decide`d to wake up instead of lyin on moii bed doin nothin.
wen into MSN den still early so not many ppl online. but i found nadine to chat wif moii.
i`m hearin Evanescence "moii immortal" now so nice. it jus singgs out wad i`m kinda feelin now. i lyk tis 2 parts in her songg.
-[these wounds wun seem to heal]-
-[these pain is jus to real]-
-[dere`s jus too musch tat time cannot erase]-
-[i tried so hard to tell moiiself tat you`re gone]-
-[but though you`re still wif moii]-
-[i`ve been alone all alongg]-
i tink tat tis two parts in the lyrics is reali meaninful. it reali tells how i`m feelin now.
gonna go joyce jie jie house lata to pei her train stamina again. hope i can hang on cuz moii gastric is reali hurtin moii alot.
mayb simon oso goin but not sure cuz everytime ask him, his answer alwaes is see first...
wads wif the see first??? hahax... i`m goin crazyy..
guess i`m not gonna update animore. i`ll update tonite or mayb tomorrow.
cannot standd the pain le....
`countin down fer the carnival
[6 more daes more to go]
at last i`m back home to update moii blogg. wen to joyce jie jie house intendin to train stamina again but heaven wasn`t helpin. it rain non-stop.
we wen to MOS burger to eat cuz i reali cannot take it, the gastric reali pain.
so we did train but onli fer a while and we train under the blk instead too.
haiz i damn lousyy lo. onli manage to hold on fer 4daes. such a failure :((
mySWEETaddiction <3
8:00 AM.
Sunday, December 05, 2004
watch`d MVP qing ren and suddenly thought of so many stuffs.
seein chen feng and xiao si break jus reminds of moii so many happenins in moii life.
cried so much alongg the show. kinda emotional towards it. didn`t wana tinkk so much but
so many stuffs jus pop`d out of moii mindd in an instant.
-[wish`d it would haf last`d but i knew tat it would endd sumhow]-
i noe tat by saein this now, many of moii fwenx will be very dissapoint`d in moii but i`ll still sae it cuz i dun wana keep it. i wun feel good lyk tat too.
-[i dun wana deny tat i`ve eva stop`d tinkin and missin you, reali wish those daes were back]-
-[i noe tat it`s impossible but you`re all tat i eva wan`d]-
-[i tried to smile wen i`m down but it alwaes fails to show moii fwenx tat i`m alrite]-
-[i dunno how, i dunno whyy but all i noe is memories dun lie]-
never wan`d to miss you so much but you leavin moii was a blow tat cun be deny`d.
noein tat your heart has sumone else hurts. i cun do anithin else den wishin you all the best. i may not be the best you`ve eva met but you`re the best tat i`ve eva had.
you came into moii life on an ordinary dae but as time pass`s it grew in a special place.
a place not everyone can be in it but you`ve made it.
i noe tat you`ve move`d on and i`m happy fer you. though i`m tryyin to go on wif life.
dere`s sumthin tat will never leave moii and those are the memories tat you`ve left wif moii.
`countin down fer the netball carnival
[7 more daes more to go]
heyx joann thanx so so much for listenin. after tellin you those stuffs i felt reali so much better.
you`re moii bestest best mei mei... -[MUACKZ]-
sobx sobx :(( not feelin very good now... havin gastric now...
haiz hao lai bu lai wen i diet half wae cai lai... haiz...
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5:30 PM.
Saturday, December 04, 2004
~yawns~ sleepy so sleepy.... thanx to moii neighbours dunno wad
on earth dey doin so noisy till i cun sleep... actually i kinda "pigg" oso cuz slept till
12.45pm. but not moii fault too cuz last nite i was chattin on the fone and watchin tv
till 2am+. dunno whyy i ytd damn hyper-active chat`d on the fone wif moii fwen den keep dun wana go to sleep. woke up so hungry dunno wad to eat oso.
rmb tat i had moii so call`d "diet plan" so i stick`d to it. wenta eat 2 health bars and a plate of salad and two tomato lyk fruit as moii breakfast cum lunch.
feelin hungry but decide`d not to eat so much cuz needa slim down succesfully must control.
was chattin wif ben dan. den he was kinda tryyin to tempt moii. hahax too badd.
i dun get tempt`d so easilyy. -[nanny nanny poo poo]- :p
~_i wish i wish i`ll slim down asap_~
`countin down fer the netball carnival
[8 more daes more to go]
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5:30 PM.
Friday, December 03, 2004
todae wen to joyce jie jie house to pei her. cuz she wan`d to train herselff by playin badminton.
so i wen at bout 12+ 1 to meet her. and we wen to northpoint to get moii
health bars first before goin to her hse.
bought a a box of cookies and cream flavour health bar. gonna eat it as often now cuz i decide`d to be on a diet now. kinda gettin fatter this daes dunno whyy oso.. haiz :((
wee!!! i`ve even plan`d out a table for moii meals...
gonna survive on health bars and salads now... gonna try consumin them onli...
`no more fastfood___onli health bars and salads
play`d badminton fer about 3hrs+ i guess... cuz it rain`d jus now...
but after playin badminton fer 1hr+ we wen back to joyce house play UNO and monopoly..
so fun cuz we laugh and wen crazyy fer a while... hehex...
dens joyce bro was kinda "strippin" den i use`d joyce hp to record it down...
so funny... den wen we replay to see wad i`ve record`d we jus kept on laughin...
soon the rain stop`d so we wen back downstairs to play badminton..
after tat joyce and her bro pei moii to sunplaza to get a drinkk and i wen home after tat.
had a plate of salad fer dinner... wee tats it...
`hope i can slim down after so much effort i`ve put in it
`_countin down fer the netball carnival
[ 9 more daes more to go ]
whyy??? whyy must people ask moii bout "you" i reali try not to tinkk bout the past alreadyy
whyy must people alwaes mention you to moii...
i reali dunno wad to do... but moii answer to them is alwaes "he lyks sumone else alreadyy."
whyy do i alwaes haf to sae this... i ain`t feelin good in aniwae you noe...
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8:30 PM.
Thursday, December 02, 2004
~yawnx~ jus woke up... so sleepy now cuz last nite was wide awake
to watch CSI Miami. the show is so nice. i wan`d to sleep after watchin Singapore Idol
but endd`d up watchin CSI too.... nice show... everyone must watch.
was actually on the com before Singapore Idol start`d
but moii sista wan`d to use and i`m lyk chattin wif moii jie mei bout moii blogg thingy.
damn it manx. i was so piss`d off by her lo.
den she start`d quarrelin wif moii infront of moii parents. she did it on purpose.tryin to get moii parents sympathy so she can use the com.
i was so piss`d i sae`d use larx go and use it larx. i stomp`d into moii room.
for no bloody reason i got scold`d by moii dad again...
I`M SO PISS`D OFF WIF HER ATTITUTE!!!
not havin trainin todae again. body so uncomfortable cuz use`d to havin trainin everydae.
shoulder is still hurtin. muahahax last nite derek was lyk i`ll fan lian de hor..
cuz i sae`d if moii shoulder still hurts i`ll still continue the match de...
ok same old thingy gonna rot aniwher and everywher todae oso...
`_countin down fer the netball carnival
[10 more daes more to go]
i`m watchin MVP qing ren. haiz so touchin. cried alongg wif the show too.
seein things happenin inside the show reminds moii of so many stuffs....
"bu yao qing yan fang qi, fou zhe dui bu qi zhi ji"
to moii i guess this quote is reali meaninful. never gif up easily or you`ll jus be lettin yourselff down. i`m kinda sadd now. cuz suddenly thought of "him".
i`m confuse. wad should i do now???
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11:05 AM.
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
ouch__ moii shoulder is hurtin again...
sobx : (( it`s been a few daes alreadyy and it still hurts...
hope tat nothin will happen. the carnival is alreadyy nearer and nearer le.
[am i pushin moiiself too much???]
[moii bodyy is full of injuries]
o manx... pls pls pls.. hope tat nothin will happen.
dun wana hurt moii back again. cuz hurt it enuff last year le.
OUCH__ OUCH__
been awake fer an hour plus alreadyy. and i`m reali bored.
dun feel lyk goin out tis daes wana save "chingg chingg" money.
so x`mas wen i go ton i`ll haf money to spendd. hate goin out wifout havin enuff money
it jus spoils moii mood... lata sista needa use the com fer sum job thingys.
dens she`ll be infront of the com the whole dae and i`ll be dunno where rottin.
poor moii. haf to be such a "good" sista fer now. muahahax.
`_countin down fer the netball carnival
[11 more daes more to go]
wads wrg wif you. wen you quarrel wif mummy or wad so eva, you`ll jus flare up on moii.
get this in "I DUN WANA GET INVOLVE IN ANITHIN!!!"
whyy am i gettin all this shit from you guys. you ppl are adults whyy cun you guys solve this on your own. izit reali interestin gettin moii involve which things tat doesn`t concern moi at all.
i had enuff of all this you noe. you guys alwaes sae tat i`m alwaes out and not at home and stuffs.
but you all nv seem to noe whyy. it`s becuz i had enuff of your quarrelins.
i dun wana stayy inside a house which doesn`t even seem lyk one to moii.
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9:36 AM.
