More Than Words

Monday, October 31, 2005

trainin in daa mornin made me so shagg`d.
did physical trainin cause it was rainin,
ankle was hurtin but hang on till trainin was over.

got home, wash`d up and stuffs..
met up wid sihan and honey, train`d to city hall.
wen to marina square to check out cafe cartel`s job
application but saddly, they only need`d full-timers.
lunch`d at swensons and head`d down town to buy
my stuffs. intend`d to only get a skirt but 2tops
caught my eye and decide`d to try it.
so it was on offer, i couldnt stand daa temptation so
i bought both too..
my heart was hurtin lyk shit can, i spent 80 over bucks
today... lyk BYEBYE to all my savins!!!

met up wid weili and steph...
was basically hangin out ard cine, findin job at daa
same time too. very badd responds frm... *sadds = (
so we wen ard, while weili and steph kept eatin away..

baby didnt wan me home late so we all left at ard 8.
since all of us was already very tired, since a few
of us hadd trainin in daa mornin...

homeSWEEThome.

iLOVEyou.

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:45 PM.

Saturday, October 29, 2005

i`ll push`d myself till daa day i achieve my goal.

jus to see you happy,
i wana do it for you...
jus to see your smile i wana keep that promise.

WO YAO JIAYOU,
YING WEI WO YAO NI KAI XIN.
JIU SUAN WO BU HUI XI GUAN,
WO HAI SHI YAO JIAYOU.
ZI YAO CUN DAO NI DE XIAO RONG,
WO SHE MO DOU YUAN YI.

i`ll learn to not cry
cuz it`s weakness in your eyes
i`ll smile, laugh everyday of my life
to see your heart have an ease of mind.

i wan you, only you.
i dun wan any angel in my life.
it`ll nvr be complete widout you...
it doesnt matter if you`re daa devil,
i`ll still love you for that.
i`ll still give you my whole heart.

-I ONLY WAN U

mySWEETaddiction <3
11:43 PM.

a gurl wid a broken smile.

she met him and promise`d him sumthin.
but soon aft she broke`d her promise`d.

he was angry and both lost contact for a few mths.
thou she wan`d so much to get him back as a fwen,
he nvr understand`d wad reali happen`d.

she got ditch`d and was very upset,
regret`d so much. she told herself that she
shld have jus stay`d wid her promise`d and nothin
would have happen`d. but it was too late = (

she got so hurt, she fell into depression for sumtime.
but it was that very same time that he ask`d her back as a fwen.
feelin very happy inside, she soon overcome`d daa hurt
wid her fwens help.
she was determine`d to keep her promise`d this time,
but he say`d he wasnt sure, she did broke it before...

she told him that she`ll prove`d it to him,
but wen daa very day 23.03.05 came..
he ask`d her to be his gf.
she was very shock`d yet happy inside
but sumthin else pop`d into her mind.

wad if this relationship fail`d again???
she doesnt wish to get hurt, but her good fwen told her
"forget your past. you shld give yourself and him a chance"
aft much consideration,
she ran into daa toilet and told him her uneasyness.
she was one gurl who needs loads of attention
and he say`d he couldnt always meet her...
both agree`d and decide`d to give it a try.
aft 4mths, he broke`d up wid her (26.07.05)
cuz she fail`to keep their agreement, she was jus too dependant
on him and he wan`d her to understand that he couldnt
always be by her side..
he has his fwens and family too...
she couldnt take it at all, she overdose`d herself wid panadols
onli to stop`d wen her fwens snatch`d it away frm her and
she stop`d eatin frm daa day he left till he was back.

she knew by doin all these...
she was worryin her fwens.
but she couldnt care less, her heart was broken, all she
wan`d was for him to be back in her life again.

4days, she manage`d to prove`d to him slightly that she
could be indepandant widout him ard.
he came back, everythin soon wen while except for daa
small quarrels here and dere...

till today 29.10.05 they are still continuin their story...

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ppl...
this story is true. it happen`d to me.
i`ve experience`d daa pain of losin him once,
i dun wish to lose him again.

but i`ve yet to go wid daa agreement we say`d from day1.

i need help, i need help to change.
i noe that i`m drainin him up.
i dun wish this relationsip to tear apart cuz of me again..

HELP ME,
CHANGE ME..
I`LL TRY MY VERY BEST.

JUS FOR HIM,
JUS FOR OUR FUTURE...

mySWEETaddiction <3
1:05 PM.

Friday, October 28, 2005

CONFUSION RISES INSIDE.

i`ve been feelin real confuse aft readin
somethin frm daa papers ytd.
i noe i can choose to not get bother`d by it.
but sumhow i keep feelin very uneasy.

i keep repeatin hearin yan korkor`s blogg song.
and sumhow i`ve got daa urge to tear...
a part of me feels lyk i`m breakin down soon but
yet another part seems to be holdin on.

jus got back my results,
saddly i`ve still not acheive daa goal of havin
my parents feel proud of me in that area.
-is ITE gonna be daa onli route i`m left wid???
i feel lyk breakin down, but dunno who to approach
to. i`m happy for my fwens, they did better..

can i lean on sumone`s shoulder,
jus hugg me real tight and tell me
i can do better nxt yr.
tell me i shld face all these obsticles in life and jus reach
out for my goal in life...
all i reali need now is a real bigg warm hugg = (

adeline >>
sorry gurl. i lied, i`m not alright at all.
i`m not. but i dun wan you gurls to worry.
i`m upset and very dissapoint`d in myself...

her hands shivers as she types down her sorrows,
her heart aches as he doesnt noe she needs
him daa most now, right at this moment
her tears flowin as she cun control any longer
for all she feels in life is nothin any better...

will be meetin wid baby later on..
dunno where we`ll be headin thou but i guess
that doesnt reali matter at all...

*you suddenly call`d me in daa middle of daa night
wen i`m slpin so soundly widout any fears inside me.
you call`d tellin me funny stuffs, and sumhow
my heart jus rmb`d all those times together.
we`ve move`d on, and we have our lifelong partner
jus right wid us. but those times together do lingers
ard inside wen this lil gurl is afraid and upset.
she rmbs all those times wen you protect`d her,
jus to see her smile instead of tears.
yet you left for daa most hurtful reason in her life...
she move`d on and loves her baby dearly now.
-as those memories lingers, her life has been complete`d

mySWEETaddiction <3
1:10 PM.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

firstly, i tink this will be a long entry so if
you all dun have daa patiance den BYEBYE!!

my tummy is killin me,
i tink it`s daa "good work" of daa char kway tiao i
hadd for lunch jus now.
daa usuals, lunch`d at 848 wid weili, sihan and adeline.
hadd char kway tiao and ice milk tea before accompanyin
adeline home.

POKER, POKER AND MORE POKER..
that`s wad daa whole class did for daa whole day today.
didnt intend`d to play PE today but our gurls were havin
a game of captain`s ball against daa tech ppl.
so ms tay wen to help daa tech ppl while i couldnt stand
sittin dere doin nothin and not help`d.
thou my ankle was hurtin, i still wen on court.
we won aft a tough game and we`re very please`d thou
daa tech ppl werent even in their slightest happy mood.

i`ve strive`d so hard for netball these 5yrs
but i find all those hardwork i did waste`d,
i`m not appreciate`d at all.
it`s jus daa game that`s keepin me goin.
daa thought of quitin came before but i stay`d on cuz
of my passion for it...
yet some ppl chose to act AS IF THEY`RE VERY GOOD
IN IT even thou it was me who let daa captain position
wen to her. i dun mind bein a defender, but my passion
is in shottin but it so happens that i`m a threat to some ppl.
even so.. dere isnt a need for that face durin trainin,
i wun stand any of these nonsense.
i am who i am, i`m jus gonna strive for my goal.
even if i`m not in daa position i wish`d i was.
SO STOP GIVIN ME THAT FACE!!!

shall stop here for now.
daa pain is seriously killin me...
-i wish you were right here beside me

i love daa way you scream my name
and dere`s no other man who can make me feel this way
you hustle hard to take care of me
and baby, it onli you that`s on my mind

dere is nothin i wun do for you
i noe my soul connect`d me to you
i feel so safe wen i`m alone wid you
i`m holdin back nothin
savin it all for you.

mySWEETaddiction <3
7:00 PM.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

STALK, STALK, STALK...

havent been outside in my sch uni aft sch for so long,
slack`d ard northpoint for bout 3hrs plus.
was doin loads of walkin... muahaha.
honey and diana noes wad i`m referin too. shhh..
i cun deny, thou honey do piss me off at times
and drive me nuts all daa time...
she`s aftall still one sweetie of mine = )
-life aint that badd wen he doesnt have time for me

sch endd`d at 1.40 but daa 7sistas were still gamblin
in class. funniest thing is that we stay`d back jus to
continue our card game, all bu she de to leave.

head`d to 848 for lunch wid adeline and honey,
ROTI PRATA again for us. accompany`d adeline to
her blk downstairs, honey and i bus`d to northpoint.
wen to popular to check`d out daa assesments and
finally found one aft a long search for it.
saw dom and we arrange`d to head home together
aft we`re done wid wadeva we`re doin..
seperate ways aft that and daa stalkin was still on.
saw a promoter at GV and he claim`d daa perfume he`s
promotin is very good.. but he kept goin "TA MA DE".
so freakin funny pls, honey was daa onli one entertainin
him while diana and i were laughin our ass`s away..
met dom again at 6, and we walk`d back home.
while walkin chat`d loads.. update`d each other wid
loads of stuffs too. it`s been so long since we last talk`d.

chattin wid adeline and sihan now..
sumthin seriously weird crop`d up and i jus cun figure
it out... hmmm...
-life is jus so unfair, whyy cun everyone have a happy enddin

i miss your touch, kiss & huggs.
days will pass so slowly widout you ard me.
my life seems to be slowly down as you`re not ard,
baby...
wen will i get to see you again...

mySWEETaddiction <3
7:30 PM.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

finally back home aft a long day out.

my day was obviously spoilt by my mum
who`s still all out to kill sumone wid her mouth.
as usual got insult`d till i felt i was worth NOTHIN.
hurry`d pack`d up and left for sch.
love honey loads, vent`d it all out wen i saw her.
-aint she lovely = )

accompany`d adeline back home as usual but havin
honey as my company today.
roti prata`d at 848 and it was rainnin cats&dongs.
tinkin that trainin will be cancel`d but TOO BADD!!!
was late for trainin and got scold`d lyk shit by ahkoh,
i seriously cun stand alison`s stuckup face durin trainin.
yuh, so wad if you`re daa captain man. i was daa one who
push`d away daa captain post so wads wid daa proudness.
train`d in daa hall instead.
daa usuals, pass`s and games among ourselves...

dinner`d at 848 wid adeline and steph.
talk`d bout stuffs.. i cun believe how ppl could
so.... blah blah blah.. shant elaborate.
-i`m jus glad they`re out of my life

got back daa pics frm weili`s birthday.
not reali got but i took it frm adeline`s fwenster..

I MISS MY BABY.
him whom my heart aches for....

my heart is so true,
all so true...
jus for you = )

mySWEETaddiction <3
7:55 PM.

Sunday, October 23, 2005

HAPPY 7TH MTH = )

head`d to town wid baby,
awaitin for my 4 sistas to be back frm sentosa.
change`d of plan, aint goin MS but to town instead,
so my surprise`d cake will be sent dere.

daa start of daa day wasnt good,
kindah quarrel`d wid him again.
but got everythin settle`d out before we got daa cake.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 5TH MEIMEI = )

cam whorin again and baby was daa cameraman.
"pang sir" daa nick my sistas gave him.

endd of daa day got SPOILT by my mum.
i shant elaborate much bout it...

i dun see a point in flarin up on me time&time
again jus cuz you cun find anyone else to vent
your anger on. i`m your daughter not your
ventin machine.

told baby loads of stuffs on daa way home,
was ask`d to give you a chance...
it`s not lyk i`ve nvr allow you to have a chance
steppin into my life. i did. only you didnt notice
it at all. wad have you done these past yrs have
affect`d me so much emotionally.
havent you notice that i`m not a strong gurl again,
i`m one who cun take anymore blows in life.
aft so much that you`ve done,
you tell me you love me...
isit reali that way???
do you reali love me???
do you reali understand me deep inside???

a complete family is all that i`m askin for,
a more attentive parents to understand me more..
but i guess.. wad i`m askin is jus too much to have.

in those childhood yrs, a chance we could bond.
you hadd a chance to be daa most impt person..
but daddy was busy golfin wid other managers,
you rather stay busy wid your work and leave
me home alonee wid daa maid to attend to
my essential needs...
den to take time off and go out and spend
quality time wid me...

do you noe that i`m jealous of fwens wid complete
family, wid family members they noe they can
lean on in times of trouble..
but i jus cun feel that at all, i smile tellin fwens i
cun be bother`d by this family.
but how many noes that i`m actually cryin deep inside.

i wonder whyy my fwens could understand me
so quick yet you have not understand any bit
of me all these yrs...
WHYY IS MY LIFE SO SCREW`D UP.

-i cry silently, i cry helplessly
only to hope that one day you`ll understand me

a gurl wid a broken family,
wid a broken smile...

mySWEETaddiction <3
11:50 PM.

Saturday, October 22, 2005

TANNIN SESSION TODAY = )
-honey, baby and me

i finally got back my tann aft not tannin for suchah
long time due to exams and stuffs...
was in my BESTEST BEST mood today, baby was
a real sweetie pls.

he drove down all daa way to yishun to pick`d me
up and daa stuffs that we`re suppose`d to bring
to sentosa. met honey ard my hse area and baby
drove us to sentosa.
-SHE`S A VERY HAPPY GURL = )
aft so many mths of not tannin, i miss`d it so much.
and i finally got my colour back. daa weather was
great thou it look`d as if it was gonna rain in daa early mornin.
cam whorin wid our snacks start`d aft i got bored lyin dere doin nothin,
loads of pics taken today.
shall update wen i get it frm baby if i feel lyk it. lols.

great weather+good company
= great tannin session

head`d to town aft we`ve tann enuff and was
on daa burnin side already. lols.
acc`d honey to daa train station and we wen slackin ard.
late lunch at taka`s crystal jade and wait`d for yan korkor
to reach but aft waitin for so long he was still at esplanade
so baby decide`d to make a move first..
head`d back home and we took a nap at my place, both of
us are reali dead tired aft a whole day of fun..

I would risk it all for you to prove my love is true
I'll build a wall around my heart
that would only break a part for you

mySWEETaddiction <3
11:58 PM.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

shall rush thru this post as i`m in a hurry to
catch my 7.30 drama show. and i`m already LATE!!

poa enrichment course was GREAT today,
everyone enjoy`d even those guys were havin fun.
as usual, hadd fun in sch wid daa company of 7sistas.

trainin has FINALLY start`d aft a mth of slackin.
was reali shagg`d as i havent been trainin and my
stamina is lyk shit now pls.
was lyk takin everythin as an endurance test,
gotta start`d tranin up.
northzone is in early 2006 as usual,
wun wan to get beaten down till so jialat.
was freakin piss`d off wid TT durin trainin,
dun tell me that you`re tired and have no more
strength to continue runnin ard in court.
you aint daa only one who hasnt been to trainin for a mth.
everyone was takin it seriously, but daa usuals
only daa interest`d and loyal ones turn`d up.
LYK HELLO, COMMITMENT PLS!!!!

ahkoh was as usual, nagg`d nagg`d nagg`d...
she was in my team for daa full court match,
but thanks. she wasnt doin much anyway but
she comment`d loads for goodness sake.
yuh, she`s daa TEACHER... wad to do rights..

so i was right aftall, ms lpl wen to complaint to
ms tan bout my attitude in her chem lesson ytd.
got nagg`d by ms tan but i did state my point too.
-i dun fcukin needah smile in your class at all,
you aint no one to me.
so dun tink that you`ve done wid you`re complainin...
i`ll walk right up to you and apologise jus lyk was ms tan told me to do.
WAKE UP!!! DUN BE SOOOO NAIVE PLS...

makan`d wid weili, steph and adeline at 848.
hadd bbq stingray and chicken wings...
wonderful dinner, and we wen seperate ways aft..

My mind is spinnin round and around
Dere's somethin special I have found
Every time I close my eyes
All I can think of is you and me

mySWEETaddiction <3
8:04 AM.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

sch was alright.
hadd loads of fun wid 7sistas, laughin chattin...

class was pwettie havoc even thou dada korkor and gang
werent in sch... havin us 7sistas will bring daa class down.
was ask`d to see ms lim privately aft chem lesson as
i show`d her a freakin black face durin her lesson.
argue`d outside class, cun be bother`d by her anyway..
jus a waste of time for me, so wad if you`re a teacher.
showin me that face wun scare me at all, so dun tink
that i`m afraid of you...
YOU`RE NOT FIT TO BE ONE!!!

finally got my hair treatment done.
quite happy wid daa results and bye to my frizzy hair.
honey was so sweet, she accompany`d me dere and wait`d
till i was done wid everythin...
hope it`ll last me long enuff till i get my rebondin done once again.

jus did a "how are you in love?" test.
and daa results... shant elaborate bout it but i
tink it`s quite true actually...

From now until foreva thats how long I'll be true
I will make you this vow and promise you now until foreva
I'll never stop lovin you

Then will come a day wen daa world stops turnin
And stars will fall from daa sky
But this feelin will last
Wen daa suns start burning
But all I wana do is love you
Until the end of time

mySWEETaddiction <3
4:55 PM.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

sch was overall superb funny today.
our role play wid daa guys name continue`d as usual,
which of course got us all maddy and left some of our
classmates guessin and wonderin...

as usual hadd our microsoft flash workshop for daa first
few periods... it`s fun at certain part of it but seriously, none
were actually INTO it at all..
we rather rot in class, at least we noe how to self-entertain
ourselves.. hadd cip aft sch so daa 7sistas split`d up and met later.

accompany`d adeline home, wait`d downstairs wid honey.
was on daa phone "quarrelin" wid baby. couldnt hold on so
my tears were practically flowin non-stop.
didnt wan it to endd that way but couldnt stand daa way...
shant elaborate much aftall it`s all over now, that`s wad most impt.

7sistas reunite`d at daa interchange but as usual, weili and steph
were LATE. so we wait`d till 3 wen we`re actually suppose`d to
reach daa SWAMI home at 3. lols.
ms tan was lyk "wad time already huh???"
we werent daa latest so wad daa hack.. haha.
hadd fun, chat`d lil bit wid daa old folks dere. i would reali rather
go to an orphanage instead, more into them den old folks but...
it`s jus cip so.. yea wadeva... i`ve offically complate`d my
dunno how many hrs of community developement programme.

aft cip, we head`d opp to sem shoppin centre. hadd kfc for dinner
and we chat`d and laugh`d bout so much stuffs can..
funniest thing was daa video i took dere, laugh`d till our ass`s drop`d.
den sihan, eileen and adeline left first but yet got onto daa wrg bus
which eventually brought them back to where we were...
so we head`d to GIANT to slack and they took daa shuttle bus home.
honey and i accompany`d weili till her dad came to fetch`d her and
we bus`d home...

homeSWEEThome....

Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us

I wana grow old with you
I wana die lying in your arms
I wana be looking in your eyes
I wana be there for you
Sharing everything you do
All i wana do is to grow old with you

mySWEETaddiction <3
7:59 PM.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

head'd to daa airport in daa late mornin.
grapy was leavin town and headin to macau.
yes, did say'd i would not cry but after seein her wen into
daa departure gate...
tears jus couldnt stop flowin...
a few of us gurls broke down, we reali do miss her.
those happy times we hadd durin mt ophir was reali memorable.

was doin some stuffs and happen to wen into
my photobucket acc.
browse'd thru some pics of us together durin our time as jiemei(s).
and i do miss those times together but...

firstly, i dun deny i seriously miss our time together as jiemei(s).
i jus hope'd those stuffs didnt happen'd at all, and we could jus continue
bein jiemei(s). but none could eva not deny that everythin hadd change'd.
thou we're not close in any way anymore... but deep inside i reali still care.
i hope you noe that, lyk i once say'd "once jiemei(s), always jiemei(s)"

while typin i'm tearin but those times...
I REALI DO MISS THEM LOADS!!!
i'm only waitin for weili's birtday celebration, our gurls
night out to have more memories wid you..
thou it'll nvr be daa same anymore but i still do regard you as my only jiemei.
-if time could pause i would only wana tell you that i miss those times...

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:18 PM.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

shall update a short entry before i carry on doin my stuff.

woke up early as baby was gonna pick`d me up, wen to taman jurong
intendin to clinch a deal but was told daa wrg timin.
so we drove to SIM uni to fetch`d his sista. alight`d at clementi mrt
and we train`d down to city hall.

actually intend`d to pool but his fwens werent replyin as quickly as
we thought they will. so we head`d down to
suntec - marina square - suntec - esplanade.
quite crazy thou, we watch`d "into the blue" at marina square.
we caught "goal" ytd too. yupps, haven been catchin movies wid my baby
for sumtime already so that explains whyy.
actually, it`s jus cuz we`ve got no where to go. so catchin up wid movies
seems daa onli option left for us i guess.

and definately not forgettin daa last stop,
my all time favourite ESPLANADE.
got up to daa rooftop for lil while but it was reali
hot up dere. decide`d to sit by daa bay, jus slack`d ard.
-it`s alwaes good to jus have you by my side

I LOVE DAA ESPLANADE.
NOT FORGETTIN MY LIL ONE TOO.

it could nvr be happy enuff to have our huggs&kiss`s.

mySWEETaddiction <3
11:55 PM.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

YAYNESS.

daa exams are finally over.
so yes, ENJOYMENT TIME for now till daa results are back.
loads of things i needah get so i`m SAVIN real hard now.
since my parents arent gonna give me *ching ching $$$

ALL GUYS NOE ARE TO ADD CHIO BUS ON FWENSTER.
AND GO ARD BRAGGIN THAT SHE HAS ACCEPT`D IT.

YES, SO WAD IF I`M JEALOUS.
DO YOU EVEN BOTHER???

JUS WEN GUYS ADD ME OR WEN I ADD GUYS.
YOU`LL SHOW THAT FACE, HAVE YOU EVEN SPARE`D
A FCUKIN THOUGHT FOR ME!!!!
YOU MAY NOT WANA NOE HER BUT ADD FOR DAA FUN
OF IT, STILL.... I`M SENSITIVE CAN CAN CAN!!!

RARR.
I`M SUPPOSE`D TO ENJOY NOW THAT ALL DAA MUGGINS
ARE ALL SO OVER. LYK HELLO NEW WORLD.
BUT YUH, THANKS TO YOU, I`M FUMIN FUMIN FUMIN
LYK SHIT SHIT SHIT NOW!!!

mySWEETaddiction <3
12:39 PM.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

hadd to wake up reali early in daa mornin.
jo, that gurlie wan`d to meet up so early to mugg.
met at yishun and train`d down to sem. head`d to mos as usual.

daa whole part was reali fun.
muggin, bitchin and not forgettin EATIN!!!

I`M REALI REALI HAPPY TODAY.
IT`S DAA MOST SHOCKIN AND SURPRISIN DAY.

jo and i were laughin and chattin away wen i suddenly lean`d
behind little did i noe, my head bang`d on sumone.
lyk duh, natural human reaction. i turn`d ard and sae`d "i`m sorry"
but guess wad ppl. baby appear`d behind me.
yes, i was freakin shock`d can. he say`d he didnt hadd time to come
but in daa endd he appear`d behind.

*thanks for daa surprise baby. and jo was reali good in actin up wid ya.
aft all daa frightness of daa exams, seein you today was jus great.
i seriously cun stop smilin aft you came. and jo jus couldnt stop makin
fun of me. she keeps makin me embarrass`d infront of you...

so we left at 5, baby drove me home first and he head`d off to suntec
to meet up wid his family. i`m so so freakin happy can.

YAYNESS PLS.
i`ll be seein him tmr and daa rest of my week too.
he`ll be accompanyin me mugg = ]]
-aint he so sweeeeet, my sweeeeet baby

ATTENTION PPL_
i tink it`ll be daa last day of me updatin cuz my exams
will be startin tmr. will try to update as and wen i can but most
probably daa nxt entry will come nxt sat or sun. so as for now
GOOD LUCK TO MY PEEPS WHO ARE HAVIN THEIR EXAMS.
ALL DAA BEST = ]]

I want to feel this way longer than time
I want to know your dreams and make them mine
I want to change the world only for you
All the impossible, I want to do

I want to hold you close under the rain
I want to kiss your smile and feel your pain
I know whats beautiful, looking at you
Here in world of lies, you are the truth

mySWEETaddiction <3
6:17 PM.

Saturday, October 01, 2005

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Your element is earth:
Wise, solitary, mysterious and loving.
You are very wise. Your wise as in you know things others do not.
You can see past the stereotypes and see the real people behind their facades,
people will often come to you for help and advice.

Quite solitary and somewhat shy around people because
you prefer animals and plants.
Animals aren't afraid to show themselves or
what they are feeling and plants are fun to nurture.
You are very strong in your silence,
if you set your mind on something you will often times pursue it to the end.
Sometimes you just want to get away,
so you seek refuge in the forest where you can have time to think and
try to sort out your emotions.

The sound of the wind usually calms you,
especially moving through the trees.
Life to you is something precious and should not be taken for granted.

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:15 PM.

BYE BYE MY SWEET ROSES.

you guys must be wonderin wads wid daa title...
told baby bout daa rose bong gave me last time and that it
was still wid me, in my room.
he wasnt that happy i guess, but i told him that i`ll throw it
away once i get home. yes, he smile`d, tellin me that i`ve
got a new bf whyy do i still needah keep it.
so i gave him daa honour, he threw it into daa bin.
he made me say "BYEBYE" to it before throwin it away.

sumhow i feel that i`m throwin a part of my past and memory away,
but i guess i`ll get over it soon. i`ve got him now, it doesnt
reali matter much if daa rose was still wid me.
but still... it kindah hurt seein daa rose get thrown
away but if by doin that assures baby, it`s jus worth it = ]]

hadd tuition in daa mornin, did chem and maths for daa 2hrs.
meet jo aft that and head`d to sem to mugg...
we left at ard 3plus, she wen to find cong. baby and i head`d back
to northpoint, wen to BK and continue`d muggin.
saw zhiyong dere again, it wasnt long before all daa ppl studyin
dere were ask`d to come back later. yes, we kindah got thrown out.
muahaha.

accompany`d baby to paya lebar to collect daa car from his grand`s hse
and we head`d down to thomson plaza. hadd HANS for dinner and i
got ya kun kaya toast wen we were leavin.

so HOME SWEET HOME it is = ]]

baby i love you
and i`ll nvr let you go.
cuz i noe if i did i`ll nvr be able to carry on.
you`re my motivation, my sweet sweet candy that makes me smile.

ni shi wo de yi qie.
wo xin zhong de wei yi yi ge bao bei.

mySWEETaddiction <3
9:00 PM.